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| new layout.again |
| 04.30.04 (8:37 pm) [edit] |
got my blog a new layout... again
it seems colorful. with four main colors; black.blue.purple.pink.
but they are dark. lonely. depressing . and unhappy.
the title of the header is lonely road. the road i.m taking on a ride.
i know this layout doesn.t seems to be as good as the last, still. i need changes to make me stop... i need changes to not get sick of looking at the screen
it.s a saturday. it.s labour day. and i shall do something contructive (as somebody told me this before)
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| animal attack |
| 04.30.04 (2:14 am) [edit] |
was reading david.s blog just now and saw some uneducated . nonsense . loser . gave some childish and comments that only prisoners will give.
how funny enough. i got such comments by f. u. also.
interesting.
come to think of it. i got the conclusion that this, i mean it is an animal which used its owner's computer and typed something.
which brings me to the next question i have in mind:
who would want to have such beast as pets? maybe a dog? male dog? female dog? bastard or bitch?
ahahaa. who knows?!
by the way. i was thinking about this. one interesting fact i was thinking on my way home from school - that is i didn.t watch any movies with agnes. esther. jurcanny. ivan. marian. david. and a whole lot more of classmates before. interesting isn.t it?
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| left.outside.alone |
| 04.29.04 (7:50 am) [edit] |
left.outside.alone
anastacia
All my life I've been waiting
For you to bring a fairy tale my way
Been living in a fantasy without meaning
It's not okay
I don't feel save
Left broken empty in despair
Wanna breathe can't find air
Thought you were sent from up above
But you and me never had love
So much more I have to say
Help me find a way
And I wonder if you know
How it really feels
To be left outside alone
When it's cold out here
Well maybe you should know
Just how it feels
To be left outside alone
To be left outside alone
All my life I've been waiting
For you to bring a fairy tale my way
Been living in a fantasy without meaning
It's not okay
I don't feel save
I need to pray
Why do you play me like a game?
Always someone else to blame
Careless, helpless little man
Someday you might understand
There's not much more to say
But I hope you find a way
Still I wonder if you know
How it really feels
To be left outside alone
When it's cold out here
Well maybe you should know
Just how it feels
To be left outside alone
To be left outside alone
I'll tell you
All my life I've been waiting
For you to bring a fairy tale my way
Been living in a fantasy without meaning
It's not okay
I don't feel save
I need to pray:
Heavenly Father (heavenly father)
Please (please)
Save me (save me)
And I wonder if you know
How it really feels
To be left outside alone
When it's cold out here
Well maybe you should know
Just how it feels
To be left outside alone
To be left outside alone
And I wonder if you know
How it really feels
To be left outside alone
When it's cold out here
Well maybe you should know
Just how it feels
To be left outside alone
To be left outside alone
All my life I've been waiting
For you to bring a fairy tale my way
Been living in a fantasy without meaning
It's not okay
I don't fell save
I need to pray
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| > 5000 hits |
| 04.29.04 (3:24 am) [edit] |
the number of times my blog is being read hit 5015 today. i think most of the hits are being produced by myself. but still. more than 5000 hits.
i think my blog is getting boring. i haven.t been "talking" much. weird enough. i haven.t been really happy recently.
let see if i can make today.s blog more "eventful".
school first. in school, finally know what we need to do for college writing and principle of management (pom). college writting, gotta do a research paper on singapore's tourism icon. i think i have an idea of what to write about. as for pom. i think it.s sucks. gotta interview some banking manager. i hate interviewing people. i hate interviews. it.s so not-easy for me to meet someone face-to-face and interview some banking manager. it just suck. totally.
me. jurcanny. esther. and agnes been talking about sperms in class (and at lunch). jurcanny and esther were saying how the males' smelled like 'bleach' and females' have this fishy smell. oh well. it was a 'dirty' talk. hmmm...
i think school and lunch is getting more and more boring now. WHAT'S WRONG WITH EVERYBODY???!!!??? but well. i still enjoy studying. and there.s isn.t much time left. so fuck it.
now i.m writing. have dinner. take a shower. then will do some math and prepare for tomorrow.s math progress test.
mayday is coming. and what difference will it make?!
yeah. right. -_-"'
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| killin.time - part 3 |
| 04.28.04 (4:30 am) [edit] |
First thing that comes to mind
Message: write the first thing that comes into
ur mind when u take the first glance of the 'words' that
are listed below
it could be anything, anyone or etc
Mall = shopping
Coffee = bitter
yellow = sunshine
pillow = sleep
Britney = bitch
J.Lo = tanned
Pink = nice color
Ashton Kutcher = cool
Tommy lee = who
Pamela Anderson = boobs
popcorn = salted
summer = hot
winter = love it
spring = britain
autumn = stupid korean show
Raymond = everybody loves raymond
Rainy = guess guess guess
party = zouk
S.H.E = heng heng
memories = sadness.happiness
sushi = feel like eating
Sorry = to you, not?!
enemy = that loser
dog = so.so
country = britain
love = black eyed pea
liars = me
Sean Paul = shake the r&b
WWF = chyna is gone
jealousy = sickening
bed = sleep
clubbing = zouk
Dark Angel = never watch
LOTR = cool
thanksgiving = overseas
Marche = rosti with sour cream
Long distance = travel
Short distance = travel
Guys = flirts
Boyz = little flirts
girls = for boys to flirt
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| nothing.to.write |
| 04.28.04 (4:19 am) [edit] |
i.ve got nothing to write
same. old. uneventful. day.
did i mentioned?
empty
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| hate.me |
| 04.27.04 (6:18 am) [edit] |
hate.me
i.hate.my.life
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| empty |
| 04.27.04 (2:56 am) [edit] |
empty.empty.empty
life.s back to normal
so meaningless
it.s just a matter of time to find it.s meaning back
like now . to finish school . getting good grades
then . work . work . work .
then . national service . national slavery
what a block
until i finishes my national slavery for this stupid small country
my life is meaningless
it.s empty
from now
empty
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| her problem |
| 04.26.04 (3:13 am) [edit] |
thesedays i keep wondering was wrong with that bitch? she is already so old yet act like a primary school kid. and the way she behave in front of trainers become so ___ i just don.t know which word to describe her. she.s irritating the hell out of me. but i prefer to keep quiet. especially when alan sort of joked that she "kiss the trainer's ass" in class. she replied in such a "i-feel-like-slapping-her -a-million-times" manner.
what.s wrong with her?!
what.s her problem?!
school was uneventful. nothing special. at the end . then it.s choosing group that time . i ran off. i.m not sure who i.m with. i think it.s me. esther. agnes. jurcanny. and either sherie or mengying. seriously. i.m not very happy with it. but i have to deal with it. and also. i don.t want to make a big fuss about it. i.m just not very happy with it.
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| story.of.a.friend |
| 04.25.04 (7:24 am) [edit] |
met my friend recently and she told me how her love life suck. with no choice. i listen to her rants.
yearning for love. and got lifted so high up in the sky
then all of a sudden. heart being thrown into the blender
blended and nothing can done.
yearning for recovery. hurting somebody elses.
doesn.t want to be a screw up . but already is one .
missing some one who hates
hurting some one who loves
life is unfair. as always. some people are born rich. some poor. some stupid. some smart. some physically disable. some mentally disabled. others perfectly normal. but screw up. some are good looking. some are being laughed at all times. some have a million of people who loves them. some only have a computer to talk to. some don.t remember anything the next day. some never forget anything until the next life. some lose their love ones early. some lose themselves. some are being killed in september 11, sars and even the collasped of nicoll highway. some killed for eating too much burgers and smoke too much. some married happily ever after. some never get married. some get married and live in hell, get beaten up everyday, or get mental torture. some live in united kingdom and in the states and live a happy life. some live in singapore and taiwan and have to go through national service. some live in laos and africa and have no food to eat, no money, no life.
the meetings had always been informative. take care pal.
sorry
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| fun.with.car |
| 04.24.04 (12:21 pm) [edit] |
there.s so much things so much places you can go with car.
after playing some game, i did my college writing - my first draft. done with it, den i met ah ni and mazi (then, and ah ber) in town. went here. went there.
then thought of watching movie. but just the wrong time. or it.s bad seating.
ah ni drove us to kallang kfc eat again. then went to changi village see ah guas. the driving part (not me), on the road was pretty nice. i just simply love being drive around, especially without knowing where to go - the feeling of 'travelling'
anyway. at changi village. the ah guas quite scary sia. especially there.s this one in pink and it.s a see-thru' clothes. my god. her (or his?!) undies is so ugly and her butt's so fat and her legs so huge. ok ok. shalln.t say anymore. *that's bitching* tsk tsk.
*clap clap clap*
how nice. one week didn.t bite my nails liao. that.s good for me. all thanks to the nail polish thingy. hmmm...
well. bye.
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| am not angry. am not happy |
| 04.24.04 (3:03 am) [edit] |
david asked. if i.m angry
nah. nothing to be angry 'bout
reasons for not going chinablack
1. tired . super t.i.r.e.d.
2. total turn off to see many people
3. tired . super t.i.r.e.d.
4. super t.i.r.e.d. even i went up. i.ll give a black face and i.ll just spoil everybody.s mood and i.m prepare to go off early also. so. rather spoil everybody.s mood. i rather walk away first
5. really don.t feel like clubbing. it.s so smoky. so noisy. so sqeezy. so dirty. so tiring
above mentioned are all excuses.
i cut my hair today. spent almost an hour waiting (as always). walk from far east plaza to somerset mrt station just to take bus home.
i need to walk. to release whatever i need to release. feel so much better after walking.
going back to play my game. this game i.m playing is so fun. so so fun.
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| not too happy |
| 04.23.04 (7:29 am) [edit] |
i am not too happy
i bought haagen dazs ice-cream which cost me $14.50
i am happy
am i?!
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| killin.time - part 2 |
| 04.23.04 (1:51 am) [edit] |
head or heart quiz
test how romantic you are
:arrow: http://www.passionup.com/fun/...
i got 16/20 points
You are an incurable romantic! You usually think with your heart instead of your head, and you like nothing more than daydreaming abou tromance. If you aren't already married, you're probably hoping to find your soul mate. Your significant other is lucky to have you.
Is it true?
*Hmmm...*
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| killin.time - part 1 |
| 04.23.04 (1:33 am) [edit] |
the first and last thing i did
==FIRST==
First best friend:ah ho
First break-up: primary 4
First self purchased album: richard marx - ballads, now and forever
First funeral: either my mom's mother or my eldest cousin's husband
First pets: hamsters
First piercing/tattoo: none
First enemy: they are unimportant people. so i can.t remember.
==CURRENT==
Current best friend: good friends
Current status: single & not available
Current song playing: jolin tsai - jiu shi ai
Current thoughts: t.i.r.e.d.
Current emotions: t.i.r.e.d.
Current status online: online and available (dumb question)
Current wonder: what.should.i.do
Current instrument played: winamp (consider?)
Current need: air
==LAST==
Last cigarette: at the beach
Last kiss: at home
Last good cry: in my room
Last movie seen: scooby doo (cinema) mona lisa smile (video)
Last beverage drank: cold plain water
Last food consumed: nasi lemak at bukit batok
Last crush: 2004
Last phone call: my mom
Last tv show watched: really fully concentrate on american idol
Last time showered: not yet
Last shoes worn: black leather shoes (which reminds me i need a new pair of shoes)
Last item bought: chobits comics
Last annoyance: always
Last disappointment: just now
Last ice cream eaten: yesterday. on my way home as the weather is too bad
Last shirt worn: school uniform
Last website visited: friendster.com
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| piper versa |
| 04.23.04 (12:53 am) [edit] |
i think i.m vice versa of piper - always.
in charmed, whenever piper feels everything is normal and good, something bad will follow... which made her feels: [i]why is life so unfair to her.[/i]
as for me, whenever AFTER something bad happened to me, something nice will happen.
But your heart and interests in the certain thing(s) is(are) already broken, hurt, tired, sick and you need to rest.
sometimes when you don.t have something. you yearn and wish for it.
sometimes when you have something. you take it for granted.
sometimes you just feel like giving up doing something. because it take so much strength. so much heart. so much thoughts. so much energy. so much pain.
to yourself and to somebody else
and you need so much support - which there are none
maybe sometimes i am too independent
maybe sometimes i don.t see the difference
maybe sometimes i just still ... which is ...
it.s very difficult for me to ...
but when it happens ... ...
then i.ll screw up ...
then ...
and ...
it.s dark, rainy and cool now.
and i am so tired. . .
i think i need to rest... again... for some time...
it takes 10 seconds to ...
it takes 10 years to ...
long time no see mazi and ah ni liao... busy busy bah.
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| shatec.dtm070210 |
| 04.22.04 (9:11 am) [edit] |
dtm 0702 student id: 10
10 things about:
goh sengyong jeremy
01 tattoo freak
02 tattoo more important than girlfriend
03 tattoo more important than anything else
04 golden messy hair
05 hairy (i meant hand)
06 the only guy whom had an affair with someone else in class
07 sleep a lot in class
08 member of the brotherhood
09 trying hard to joke
10 don.t know why. but he said he.s afraid of me (crazy)
*better later than never
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| shatec.dtm070209 |
| 04.21.04 (5:00 am) [edit] |
dtm 0702 student id: 09
10 things about:
fu mengying
01 from china
02 hard working
03 father in the mine-ing industry
04 rich but don.t any how spend money
05 sometimes eat rice with ku gua only
06 good friend of zhu bo hao
07 good in studies
08 long black hair
09 getting more and more vain
10 try hard in speaking english
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| food&hotel.asia/upset.stomach |
| 04.21.04 (4:55 am) [edit] |
don.t know what.s wrong with me. i keep having upset stomach. i am so tired today. and i feel so sick. feel like i.m falling sick.
today went to food and hotel asia exhibition at the expo. huge event by ses. walk til i got really really tired. the most interesting part would be the exhibits of chocolates and candies. very impressive. very creative.
gonna rest. soon.
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| china vs usa |
| 04.20.04 (7:08 am) [edit] |
an interesting fact:
china have more english speaking people as compared to usa.
and yes. it.s true!
[LINE]
I.m suppose to revise my management book, amend my college writing first draft, and do some other stuff than slacking in front of my pc (and tv) screen.
shame on me!
some singapore ghost story on tv. the 3rd eye. pulau tekong again. i.m going to die when i have to serve my National Service (or rather, National Slavery)
gone...
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| shatec.dtm070208 |
| 04.20.04 (5:40 am) [edit] |
dtm 0702 student id: 08
10 things about:
fareen kasbollah
01 always cheerful
02 love pink colour
03 very girly
04 one of the prettiest non-chinese girl in school
05 good friend of fadilah
06 i still don.t really know which race she belongs to
07 sassy
08 fun to be with
09 two guys actually[i]"fought"[/i] for her in class
10 very good in english
amendment:
09 at least two guys in our class likes her
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| hot hot day |
| 04.20.04 (3:44 am) [edit] |
it.s not going to get any better. it.s going to be hot hot hot and hot hot hot for this "summer". it.s pissing me off. those aunties are looking at me weeping off my sweat on the train. i wonder why they are so inquisitive.
have you ever have this feeling of being shy for sneezing in the train and making noises? shouldn.t it be a normal thing that human being does? but i.m shy when it comes to sneezing in front of so many people. because when i sneeze. those people around me start to give me the you-are-sneezing-you-are- weirdo look. what.s the problem with them?!
i felt a little stupid just now for doing something. there's lotsa pest in my bathroom (argh!) and i start spraying stuff to kill 'em all. then i close the door. about 1 hour later. i ask my dad "whois in the toliet?" and i was quite irritated by my dad for keep answering "huh?!" as if i.m speaking mars language (besides that, he took 5bucks from me :roll: )
anyway, you should know what.s my point here. i forgotten i closed the door earlier. then i felt stupid.
i was pretty much into comic especially much lately and i simply love clamp's drawing. stories. and the humour. if clamp (the group of people) decide not to do comics, they can perhaps join the fashion industry. the clothings are always so beautiful. impressive.
me and my mates are going to expo tomorrow. food and hotel asia exhibition. and it.s something something.
okay, something really shocked me just now. just just now. parts of nicoll highway have collapsed and motorists are being evacuated. Road collapses along Nicoll Highway
the story:
[i]A PORTION of Nicoll Highway near the Golden Mile Complex where the MRT's Circle Line is being built has collapsed. Access to the road between the Kallang area and Suntec City has been blocked off by police and civil defence officers at the scene.
The Land Transport Authority said that the collapse occurred around 3.30pm, when excavation works for the Nicoll Highway MRT station - part of Stage 1 of the Circle Line - near the Merdeka Bridge behind Golden Mile Complex collapsed. [/i]
is it because of the circle (train) line?
the rate where singapore is trying to "dig" underground. sooner or later, just a matter of time, singapore will be "empty-in-the-middle" and who knows, everything will collapsed?!
ok, i feel very tired now... ... ...
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| shatec.dtm070207 |
| 04.19.04 (4:58 am) [edit] |
dtm 0702 student id: 07
10 things about:
fadilah bte hajis
01 attached
02 boyfriend always accompany her to school
03 suddenly change seats to the back
04 was one of the prettiest girl in class (sorry, was)
05 love chocolate (maybe that.s why)
06 pretty friendly
07 cheerly
08 best friend with fareen
09 smiley
10 happy with what she has
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| sensitivity |
| 04.19.04 (4:01 am) [edit] |
sensitivity
...awareness of the needs and emotions of others
i think... or rather i feel i am a very sensitive person. especially to how others feel.
it kinda irritate me. myself. to effect others for own my behaviour.
irritate
...to provoke impatience, anger, or displeasure
in this case, displeasure is the word.
sometimes... or rather most of the time i feel... or rather i want to be by myself. alone. single. independent. solitary. so my behaviour. my attitude. my doings. would not affect anybody. which turn out to affecting myself.
most of the time. making myself unhappy. feeling distracted. in thoughts. blue.
i was reading chobits by clamp (comics). i wish i.m one of computers (computers in human form). they don.t feel anything until you install a programme and teach them how to feel. and even when they feel. they feel because of they are told to. and not on their own. i don.t want to be chobits (computers in human form which can feel for themselves). i just want to be normal computer (in human form). only those who read chobits would understand what i.m talking about. or not?!
okay. i.m ranting now and most prob nobody knows what i.m talking about.
ciao!
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| quiz.quiz |
| 04.18.04 (9:06 am) [edit] |
Take the quiz: "Which American City Are You?"
Los Angeles
You are the epitome of duality. You'll deal with all the strife to bask in all the glamour.
click here to find out which asian action superstar you are!
You are Russell Wong. you like to act tough and be bad, but you are often sensitive to the needs of others as well as the needs of your peers. ur the dainty, delictable, and sensitive type. u like to be pampered and treated like the queen that u are!
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| it.s sunday |
| 04.17.04 (9:26 pm) [edit] |
it.s sunday! didn.t have anything in mind to write. so i shall do some free writing here. whatever that comes to mind.
week 1 of the last semester ended. that's pretty fast huh. and here come week 2. tomorrow that is. it.s amazing how slack the first 2 weeks of school is going to be. no airline reservation and ticketing/ ABACUS module for the first 2 weeks. which turns out, most lessons starts later in the afternoon. shit, the weather is so bad, i hate to go school in the afternoon.
many people don.t know what ABACUS that we are studying is. ABACUS is a airline reservation/ticketing system.
talk about the weather. it.s pissing me off. it.s getting warmer and warmer every year. Argh! i still prefer winter wonderland. i rather feel "it.s freezing!" then "it.s so damn hot!"
it.s a sunday. got nothing much to do. should be watching tv, as usual, throughout the day.
will write if i have better things to say. later.
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| men.are.hard.to.please |
| 04.17.04 (5:49 am) [edit] |
recent blog "marriage.humor"
it sort of said things about women
this blog shows you, [b]men are hard to please[/b]
[u]The problems with GUYS:[/u]
If u TREAT him nicely, he says u are IN LOVE with him; (quite true)
If u Don't, he says u are PROUD. (and stuck up)
If u DRESS Nicely, he says u are trying to LURE him;(yea!)
If u Don't, he says u are from KAMPUNG. (and no fashion sense)
If u ARGUE with him, he says u are STUBBORN;
If u keep QUIET, he says u have no BRAINS.
If u are SMARTER than him, he'll lose FACE;
If he's Smarter than u, he is GREAT.
If u don't Love him, he tries to POSSESS u;
If u Love him, he will try to LEAVE u.
If u don't make love with him., he says u don't Love him;
If u do!! he says u are CHEAP.
If u tell him your PROBLEM, he says u are TROUBLESOME;
If u don't, he says that u don't TRUST him.
If u SCOLD him, u are like a NANNY to him;
If he SCOLDS u, it is because he CARES for u.
If u BREAK your PROMISE, u Cannot be TRUSTED;
If he BREAKS his, he is FORCED to do so.
If u SMOKE, u are BAD girl;
If he SMOKES, he is GENTLEMENT. (i don.t agree with this)
! If u do WELL in your exams, he says it's LUCK;
If he does WELL, it's BRAINS.
If u HURT him, u are CRUEL;
If he HURTS u, u are too SENSITIVE!! & sooo hard to please!!!!!
If u send this to guys, they will swear that it's not true.......
if u don't, they say u are selfish.....
[i][b]what do you think?![/b][/i]
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| what.if |
| 04.17.04 (12:14 am) [edit] |
there.s a period of time where me and agnes keep asking each other what if this happen. what if that happen. and people are curious if anything happens. what would be your reaction. below. would be my reactions.
[u]What would you do if:[/u]
[b]The world fell into the hands of alien?[/b]
if aliens want to kill us all, i.ll kill myself first.
if aliens want to use us to do testings and understand us, i.ll kill myself first.
if aliens just want this piece of land and not hurt us,
i.ll stay and hope the world become a better place to live.
[b]Your house is surrounded by man-eating dinosaurs?[/b]
i.ll make sure the doors, windows and every gap are closed, locked and sealed. then shall call for the government agencies and kill 'em all.
[b]You're stucked in a house of zombies (like
resident evil)?[/b]
fight back. try my best to kill 'em all.
[b]Someone gave you a million bucks?[/b]
go study overseas and start planning for my world tour
[b]Sadako climbed out of your tv set?[/b]
hit her with a chair when she's halfway through. cut her hair. and hit her with a chair again.
[b]A genie gave u three wishes?[/b]
my first wish: to have a bag which enables to get never-ending money of any currency
my second wish: to have a bag which enables me to get a forever supply of pills which can cure all kinds of diseases
my last wish: to get 3 more wishes
[b]Simon said your singing sucks?[/b]
then he must be right even though i will say he.s a bitch
[b]Time stopped, and you could turn back in time?[/b]
i would go back to sec one and relive from there
[b]You had the ability to change yourself into
anything u wanted?[/b]
be an american or british born chinese
[b]You suddenly become a superstar?[/b]
hold a concert
[b]You suddenly go bankrupt?[/b]
work harder to earn them back
[b]You can fly?[/b]
i.ll fly and go travelling, since it.s free air tickets
[b]You can cast spells?[/b]
then i.ll curse the people i hate and cast spell on people i.m interested in
[b]You go handicapped?[/b]
see what can i do with what i have left with
[b]You can't see?[/b]
learn to trust my feelings more
[b]You can't hear?[/b]
learn to read others lips
[b]You had one breath to say something before you
die?[/b]
don.t be sad. be happy for me.
my torture in life has ended. and i.m moving on now.
[b]You had a chance to write a song on your life,
what would you call it?[/b]
to be together?
[LINE]
what.if
kate.winslet
Here I stand alone with this weight upon my heart
And it will not go away
In my head I keep on looking back
Right back to the start
Wondering what it was that made you change
Well I tried but I had to draw the line
And still this question still keeps on spinning in my mind
What if I had never let you go?
Would you be the man I used to know?
If I stay, if you tried
If we could only turn back time
But I guess we’ll never know
Many roads we take
Some to joy, some to heartache
Anyone can lose the way
And if I said we could turn it back
Right back to the start
Would you take the chance and make the change
Do you think how it would have been sometimes?
Do you pray that I never left your side?
What if I had never let you go?
Would you be the man I used to know?
If I stay, if you tried
If we could only turn back time
But I guess we’ll never know
If only we can turn the hands of time
If I could take it back,
Would you still be mine?
Coz I tried but I had to draw the line
And still this question keeps on spinning in my mind
What if I had never let you go?
Would you be the man I used to know
What if I had never walked away?
Coz I still love you more than I could say
If I’d stay, if you tried
If we could only turn back time
But I guess we’ll never know
We’ll never know
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| shatec.dtm070206 |
| 04.16.04 (11:51 am) [edit] |
dtm 0702 student id: 06
10 things about:
chua yee chen joanna
01 stays near my area
02 like korean pop
03 enjoy travelling
04 good in calculations
05 do not talk to people she don.t want to know
06 a bit of a critics
07 funny in a way
08 a little attitude
09 don.t really smile a lot
10 love pets
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above entry suppose to be posted on friday but i didn.t take note of time as i was watching mona lisa smile on video. such an inspirational show. touched my heart.
as for saturday and sunday, i won.t be posting about my school mates. happy weekends.
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| interesting.questions |
| 04.16.04 (4:55 am) [edit] |
[b]1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page
18, find line 4. Write down what it says.[/b]
"this will reduce his desire to give you new assignments, while at the same time making you seem like someone who cares about the big picture"
the joy of work, dilbert's guide to finding happiness at the expense of your co-workers
scott adams
[b]2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can.
What do you touch first?[/b]
depending on which angle i.m stretching to:
a glass of water, my cellphone, tv controllers, a hole puncher
[b]3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?[/b]
still watching. channel u.
[b]4. WITHOUT LOOKING, guess wad time is it.[/b]
7.26pm
[b]5. Now look at the clock, what time is it?[/b]
7.31pm
[b]6. With the exception of the computer, what can
you hear?[/b]
sound from television and electric fan
[b]7. When did you last step outside? what were you
doing?[/b]
this morning, to school
[b]8. Before you came to this website, what did you
look at?[/b]
friendster
[b]9. What are you wearing?[/b]
single and shorts
[b]10. Did you dream last night? [/b]
yes, a nightmare. maybe it.s because my mom shift my bed and it.s under the winder. and faces the window. bad feng shui.
[b]11. When did you last laugh? [/b]
earlier in the late afternoon in an indonesia restaurant.
[b]12. What is on the walls of the room you are
in?[/b]
purple paint
[b]13. Seen anything weird lately?[/b]
nothing is as weird as looking into the mirror
[b]14. What do you think of this quiz?[/b]
continue watching tv. stuff myself with junk food. watch vcd. and stuff.
[b]15. What is the last film you saw?[/b]
scooby doo
[b]16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight,
what would you buy first?[/b]
travel packages
[b]17. Tell me something about you that I don't
know.[/b]
i really hate being poor.
[b]18. If you could change one thing about the
world, regardless of guilt or politics, what
would you do?[/b]
wiccan shouldn.t be seen as an evil practice
[b]19. Do you like to dance?[/b]
yes
[b]
20. George Bush?[/b]
no. i think bill clinton did a better job than g.w.b
of cos. let.s not talk about their personal life
[b]21a. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do
you call her?[/b]
paige. i really like this name, even though she will be made fun of when teacher says: "play turn to page 23!"
maybe i'll call her phoebe instead
[b]21b. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do
you call him?[/b]
Ryan or Wyatt Junior
[b]22. Would you ever consider living abroad?[/b]
maybe. one day.
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| marriage humour |
| 04.16.04 (4:28 am) [edit] |
marriage humour
a forwarded e-mail
looks like men are the one suffering
1. Women are unpredictable. Before marriage, she
expects a man, after marriage she suspects him, and after death she respects him.
2. There was this guy who told his woman that he loved
her so much that he would go thru hell for her. They got married - and now he is going thru hell.
3. A man inserted an 'ad' in the classifieds : "Wife wanted ". Next day, he received a hundred letters. They all said the same thing : "You can have mine."
4. When a man opens the door of his car for his wife,
you can be sure of one thing: either the car is new or the wife.
5. It's easy to tell if a man is married or not. Just
watch him drive a car with a woman sitting beside him. If both his hands are on the wheel, you can be sure he is married.
6. A man received a letter from some kidnappers. The
letter said, "If you don't promise to send us $100,000 I swear that we will kidnap your wife." The poor man wrote back, " I am afraid I can't keep my promise but I hope you will keep yours."
7. What's the matter, you look depressed." "I'm having
trouble with my wife." "What happened?" "She said she wasn't going to speak to me for 30 days." "But that ought to make you happy." "It did, but today is the last day."
WOMAN
When she is 18 - She is a football, 22 men going after her.
When she is 28 - She is a hockey ball, 8 men going after her.
When she is 38 - She is a golf ball, 1 man hitting on her.
When she is 48 - She is a pingpong ball, 2 men pushing to each other.
MAN
At 20 - A man is like a coconut, so much to offer, so little to give.
At 30 - He is like a durian, dangerous but delicious.
At 40 - He is like a watermelon, big, round and juicy.
At 50 - He is like a mandarin orange, the season comes once in a year.
At 60 - He is just like a raisin, dried out, wrinkles and cheap.
Marriage Humour In the beginning,
-- God created earth and rested. Then God created man
and rested. Then God created woman. Since then, neither God nor man has rested.
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| shatec.dtm070205 |
| 04.15.04 (5:36 am) [edit] |
dtm 0702 student id: 05
10 things about:
chee sook lin vanessa
01 big
02 tall
03 tanned
04 cheerful
05 buddy buddy kinda girl
06 goes swimming
07 smiley
08 a little touchy
09 from a convent all-girl school
10 pretty cool out going girl
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| 04.15.04 (3:43 am) [edit] |
changed my entire layout to dirty, mysterious, tears and darkness with bright words.
hurt my thumb today. damn, so painful with blood. argh!
du du du ... the admin department really suck. i had to ask for my money than they are willing to give it to me. that.s so lame. i must push it real hard now as the accounts department is going to try to do something funny again. they say they will seperate the payment in to 2 parts due to it is a large sum of amount.
i mean it.s cheque. so what the hell?
i am going to push it through... all the way!
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| shatec.dtm070204 |
| 04.14.04 (7:33 am) [edit] |
dtm 0702 student id: 04
10 things about:
aw da wei david
01 blog @ davidaw.tblog.com
02 pretty good in F&B serving and related stuff
03 likes sun, sand and sea
04 inspired flight attendant
05 a walking alarm clock
06 usually on time or early for outings
07 hilarious when not quiet
08 quiet during school/ project meetings
09 spend lotsa money on stuff
10 need to have more self-discipline when comes to studies
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| woah.yawn |
| 04.14.04 (3:55 am) [edit] |
i.m so tired. tired tired tired. it usually happens when i go to school. i just woke up. had a 5 hours afternoon nap. that.s pretty long for a nap. but still, i wish to sleep longer. but i can.t. i.m afraid i won.t be able to sleep later at night. plus i need to eat my nasi lemak my mommy bought for me which supposing should be my lunch (haha, i went to sleep).
need to do some college writing skills later and revise a bit for principles of management. trying to be really really hardworking this semester and without the help of a time-table. so, it.s pretty much self-discipline. also, need to read a bit for the book i borrowed from library and learn how to use photoshop 7.
so many to do, so little time...
but do a little everyday, at the end of the month, you will find you completed many things.
today i changed.
today i felt.
differently.
i don.t feel really that sad leaving school afterall.
now, all i want is to leave school as soon as possible. finish up my exams. finish up any projects and assignment and go all the way for my attachment.
i would be really tough for my attachment i know. that ms soh told me "good luck!". so... argh! and i see people from SES in friendster... their motto while doing the attachment in SES is: "lun (hokkien, hang on) or die!"
how nice!!! :roll:
by the way, i saw this campaign sort of thingy advertised in the train... it says:
your work place is the best place to
1. make friend
2. learn to cope with stress
3. be fitter
4. eat healthier
5. quit smoking
by health promotion board
so, what's their point? figure it out yourself...
however. personally. i feel school is the best place to make friends. it.s very difficult to make friends when you are out of school.
oh. i think i will work really really hard. i really want to go overseas and study. hopefully some company will sponsor. *ahahaha*
but. me?! *sigh*
think i better work harder and save money instead bah.
an interesting thing:
yesterday some part of singapore went blackout for hours - i didn.t even know as my area went perfectly fine. anyway. my trainer mrs raihan she said that it.s a "thing" purposly done by the government.
reason being. a few years back. at night. some part of singapore went blackout as well. and turn out. the year after that particular year. the birth rate went up. and singapore need the birth rate to go up very much due to ageing population and singaporean not having enough children.
in a nutshell
some of singapore went blackout last night.
might be because (MIGHT)
birth rate is less than dead rate. and ageing population in singapore.
light went out. hot weather. MIGHT = XXX
then. MIGHT = more birth the following year
(not i say one...) :wink:
dinner. later.
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| dirty.life |
| 04.13.04 (9:58 am) [edit] |
One day a farmer's donkey fell down into a well. The
animal cried piteously for hours as the farmer tried
to figure out what to do.
Finally he decided the animal was old and the well
needed to be covered anyway, it just wasn't worth it
to retrieve the donkey. He invited all his neighbours
to come over and help him. They all grabbed a shovel
and began to shovel dirt into the well.
At first, the donkey realised what was happening and
cried horribly.
Then, to everyone's amazement, he quieted down. A few
shovel loads later, the farmer finally looked down the
well and was astonished at what he saw. With every
shovel of dirt that hit his back, the donkey was doing
something amazing. He would shake it off and take a
step up. As the farmer's neighbours continued to
shovel dirt on top of the animal, he would shake it
off and take a step up. Pretty soon, everyone was
amazed as the donkey stepped up over the edge of the
well and trotted off!
Life is going to shovel dirt on you, all kinds of
dirt. The trick to getting out of the well is to shake
it off and take a step up. Each of our troubles is a
stepping stone. We can get out of the deepest wells
just by not stopping, never giving up! Shake it off
and take a step up!
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| shatec.dtm070203 |
| 04.13.04 (8:34 am) [edit] |
dtm 0702 student id: 03
10 things about:
ang zhi yang kenneth
01 i dont know him well
02 i think he got bad hair day everyday
03 quite cunning looking
04 quite stingy
05 quite calculative
06 spoken english quite well
07 always sit at the back of the class
08 belongs to the "brotherhood"
09 weijie always get bullied by him
10 jeremy used to get bullied by him
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| shatec.dtm070202 |
| 04.12.04 (9:01 am) [edit] |
dtm 0702 student id: 02
10 things about:
ang si yin esther (adelle)
01 one of my best pal in school
02 mickey mouse ears
03 generous to friends
04 moving house soon (near my house)
05 love designers and labels
06 very se-de spend
07 talkative in class
08 last country she travelled to is korea
09 drives
10 attached
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| lots to buy |
| 04.12.04 (8:53 am) [edit] |
school's a little crappy today.
but after school, went down town with ivan, lynn and marian. ivan need to do lotsa stuff... ahh, that troublesome guy! highlight hair, cut hair (at different places), then in search for pants.
had ya kun toast bread until so full i didn.t eat dinner. can.t believe ivan and fanny (while waiting for vicky together with me) can do so much shopping in tiong bahru plaza.
talk about buying pants. i think i need to start buying new pants also. crap. attachment gonna start soon and i've got only 1 pants. also need to start my collection of shirt. can.t imagne how expensive can pants and shirts be.
i also need a new leather shoes. what else i need? i need to go overseas!!! haha!!! yeah, as always!
there's a new gunung raya opened in great world city. so many packages. maldives, new zealand, mauritius, gold coast, blah blah blah...
okay, i.m watching re-run of holland v. it.s a bit thrashy watching re-run. like how yan yan's so irritating, snatching jing jing's xiao xin. how xiao xin is going to cheat yan yan. how rou rou stand behind's jing jing back. how wan wan scold yan yan. how yan yan fight back. how... dramatic... but heard from ms joann, holland v is very popular in sabah as well. but i get very irritated by jing jing, this character when watching re-run. how can someone so bloody stupid?! there may be people being mentally disabled (like some people), but how can jing jing be so real stupid... ahhh...
anyway, it.s just a soap opera. and it.s a re-run somemore. so. yah.
feeling a little tired now. but gonna watch go jacky go on channel u. got penny dai pei ni and jolin cai yiling. *yeahh*
back to my tv-watching. tired tomorrow? that's tomorrow's problem.
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| festival of the dead |
| 04.11.04 (4:05 am) [edit] |
festival of the dead - qing ming festival.
it.s qing ming and after reading a few blogs, everyone seems upset. not because of the dead, but because of the relatives. just imagne, your kids will be your siblings' cousins and family and relatives relationship turn sour... typical singaporean family.
by the way, i didn.t go to "clean-the-tombs" today as usual. it.s very typical of me to say it as "as usual" and well, i didn.t go to pay respect to my ancesters for years already. many many years. it.s just not me. i prefer to live in my own world...maybe
and usually these type of family-relative gathering, everyone will start bitching about their relative. anyway, i don.t really care about them. i don.t even know them. chinese new year just go there and get some pathetic amount of ang bao and win some money by gambling. the rest... i don.t even know them and i don.t want to.
sometimes when friends tell me they're going out with their cousins and stuff, it always make me goes "ohh...woo..." haha... don.t ask me why. my dad's 2nd elder brother's son and daughter is about the same age as i am. so usually we should be able to get connected and be like friends-cousins relationship. but it.s not. i don.t even know them. i don.t even know their names. i don.t even talk or rather, speak to them. i don.t even look at them. haha. how interesting.
so i don.t really care. and i also don.t care if anyone bitch about me not going to pay respect to my father's mom and dad. by the way, i don.t even know them and i never even how they look like until this year where i find all my old photos out.
on the other side, my mom's relative in malaysia, they are nicer people i feel. but also, i don.t really know them. but my mom's elder sister is very close to my mom. and she's very nice. but it.s in malaysia. so doesn.t really matters again.
okay, what a boring discussion above...
[LINE]
school reopens tomorrow. monday monday manic monday. luckily morning class is cancel as my trainer is off in mauritrius. how nice!
i think i.m well prepared for school. ready to buy some books and copy some. ready my writing pad, notebooks. ready to handle school work and projects. ready to put in more effort in projects. it.s the last 3 month of studying after all. why not put in your best right???
talk about the last 3 months in shatec, in school, being a student. i got so emotional yesterday i cried. :oops:
okay, laugh at me. because i.m not ashame to cry. joining shatec has been a turning point of my life. i never treasure friends like i treasure them before. i never really call my classmates as friends like i call them. i would never did well other places like i did in shatec. my mates are very encouraging people and truly appreciative people. many dreams would being fulfilled, just because i went shatec. and i.m proud to say, "hey, i.m a shatec kid!"
i was watching this tv program on channel 8. some movie by chen xiao chun and charlene from twins. it.s about how charlene work from a fish seller's daughter, join the music company as a nanny for a artiste named shadow. how charlene record an album but the cover is shadow's pictures. then slowly how she became a star, a diva.
then, at some point of the show, i thought about those people i saw outside shatec, those hotel management students from april 02 intake where it.s their last exam and last day of school... they are off for work experience. then again i thought about how it will be like for me, to leave school, for the last day of school, the last day of exam. the day where i say "bye shatec!" at the entrance of the school. where good mates in school hug each other. how we say take care to each other. how we say keep in contact (and many didn.t keep in contact).
i attended a shatec's graduation day in mandarin hotel orchard to receive some award while others received their grad certs. somehow, i can.t wait to graduate. it.s another amazing feeling. how they cheer for each other. how they catch up with each other. talking about their experiences and what they are doing now. talking to the trainers.
well... my motto for the last three months in shatec: [b]"enjoy while it last!" [/b]
i've got 2 packs of potato chips, few bottles of coke and ready for tonight tv-watching and super-ultra-slacking sunday night. i.m so ready for school and i.m happy to go back school. am happy to see my classmates again.
there's 41 person in my class...and i will talk about each one of them each day, what i think about them. and hopefully i'll be able to get something done of out it. i don.t want to lose these wonder memories. the best i ever had in my life til now.
still remember what mr pakir, CE of shatec during the graduation day (not my graduation of cause). he said, [i][b]shatec is always been said as a school of second chance. it doesn.t matter what you came with, it only matters when you leave.[/b] [/i]
i agrees very much with what he said. you may have a bad result. but shatec welcomes you. you may come to shatec because you don.t know what to study and that you have a bad result. but shatec welcomes you and train you. you may be joining shatec without knowing what you want to do in the future. but, often, you know where you're heading when you leave shatec.
isn.t this what a good school should provide you with? knowledge, skills, and the BIG A. [b]A for Attitude[/b].
everybody have their place in shatec. and in shatec. everybody is somebody.
with love
wyatt fugen lee
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| 04.10.04 (3:19 am) [edit] |
one of my all time favourite songs
[LINE]
iris
goo goo dolls
And I'd give up forever to touch you
Cuz I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now
And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
Cuz sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight
And I don't want the world to see me
Cuz I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
Yeah, you'd bleed just to know you're alive
And I don't want the world to see me
Cuz I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
And I don't want the world to see me
Cuz I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
And I don't want the world to see me
Cuz I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
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| oh my god |
| 04.09.04 (4:05 pm) [edit] |
yes. i haven.t sleep... almost 7am. just took a showerrr and think i'll be sleeping soon.
went over to east coast park again. chit chat and listen to my friend pouring out his pathetic life and relationship. ahhh... well, don.t know how to give advice, instead, zekai and he is like debatinggg. how insteresting somehow.
waiting for my hair to dryyy and off i go to sleep.
good day, later¬
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| wish list 50 |
| 04.09.04 (7:34 am) [edit] |
ahh... my wish list. some may be too easy, some may seem impossible. others, i don.t know... my wish list 50.
1. graduate from shatec
2. exempted from national service
3. start saving money
4. learn scuba diving
5. tour japan
6. tour australia
7. tour egypt
8. travel on a helicopter
9. study in hawaii
10. study in gold coast
11. go to florida, walt disney world resort
12. travel to usa and canada
13. go on the disney cruise
14. cruise round the carribbean area
15. cruise round alaska
16. experience snowing
17. get a credit card
18. get another credit card
19. learn to drive
20. get a average car
21. have my own flat
22. live alone or with my partner
23. live in condo or private apartment with swimming pool just right outside my balcony
24. fix my home and redesign
25. get a ktv room in my house
26. have a library in my house
27. open a cafe
28. open a restaurant
29. open a retail shop
30. sell my own label items
31. join survior
32. go to bintan (again)
33. study in las vegas, nevada
34. go to redang island
35. learn to cook well
36. have a mini garden in my house
37. get full body massage and spa treatment
38. tour the whole europe by myself or with a friend
39. learn more about the eco-tourism sector
40. travel to the moon and outa space
41. stay alone when studying overseas
42. have a great job which travels all the time
43. cut my own album
44. get a cool laptop
45. travel the world for free
46. learn russian
47. learn japanese (again)
48. learn french
49. have my own gym
50. have 50 more wish list
wishes and dreams never ends...
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| 04.09.04 (12:01 am) [edit] |
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ahhh... another dreammmm :wink:
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| i packed my room in the middle of the night |
| 04.08.04 (1:32 pm) [edit] |
yes, i packed my room in the middle of the night.
supposing to pack it tomorrow, but the empty boxes were there, the books where there, stuff all around. i just can.t help it.
sweat sweat sweat . the weather is so bad (so warm) and with all the packing, i took another shower. still, weather still very hot.
there's this fucker who bidded my stuff on yahoo!auction and didn.t reply to my mails. such things happen so many times. don.t know what the hell those morons bid stuff for.
and my e-mail is flooded with 38 junk mails in a day. what the heck the cyberworld is going on man?! :x
luckily they're all in the bulk folder and with 1 click... the trash is emptied! easy! :twisted:
again... 2 bags of rubbish. always have stuff to throw away whenever i pack my room... keep too much junk. but sometimes. i just don.t feel like throwing some stuff. cos. everything comes with a story behind it. just like the banner i used for my world travel fair, the south africa banner, i still have it. kinda act as a display or whatever in my room. it.s a trash i suppose. but comes with a story which makes it special and with a need to keep it.
it.s such a waste camile v. got voted off american idol. i thought she could at least last longer in the show. things going better for jennifer hudson, which is hot. and things going not so well for jennifer trias, which is not (hot).
have a good friday. and yes, it.s good friday.
so. be good.
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| non-stop day |
| 04.08.04 (9:08 am) [edit] |
a continuous outing... and i.m home now.
wednesday:
chinablack . they lower their entrance limit to age of 18 and we went in. S$18 which is reasonable i suppose. but only 1 drink. what the heck. wednesday at zouk is S$20 but with 2 drinks. til, zouk is still the best place to be, i feel. the clubbers at chinablack seems a little off. i feel like i went to a club from another country and it feels so foreign. and the girls... all the girls looks like they are ready to be picked up, anytime, as long as you buy them drinks and tell them you.ve got a car. here they goes. cheap chic. :roll:
thursday:
woke up and had my lunch over at my friend's. potato, pasta... going fat. too lazy to do sit ups lately and i have to start doing it again.
it.s quite cool to have someone who appreciate what you do. isn.t it? your future looks good too friend. :)
went ikea bought some boxes to store my books and stuff. need to pack up tomorrow (which is Good Friday). however, i.m having vacation now, so, doesn.t really matter if it.s holiday. really need to pack up my stuff soon, cause the new semester gonna start real soon. like in 3 days. or 2...
scooby doo, where are you... watched the movie today. the monster unleashed. pretty cute and insteresting. i think it.s better than it.s first movie which i enjoy very much as well. very nice for family entertainment. but it.s a little hard on the cleaner, cos kids in the cinema, they really mess their popcorn around.
however, when you go to movies, this might be one interesting question you often ask your mates:
"do you eat popcorn? salted or sweet?"
as for me, i love salted. everybody have their own reasons for eating different taste. my reason for eating salted is because salted popcorn taste better than sweet ones and it doesn.t dirty your hands as much. sweet ones make your hand very sticky and more messy. is that a logical answer, or a crappy one?
doesn.t really matter, everyone have their own reasons.
came home and had my desert. the red bean soya bean peanut soup. it taste like red bean soup with a taste of peanut. it.s very very sweet. yumm...
and as the sneezing goes on...
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| geography of human being |
| 04.06.04 (11:21 pm) [edit] |
[b]The Geography of a Woman [/b]
Between the ages of 18 - 21 a woman is like Africa or Australia.
She is half discovered, half wild and naturally beautiful with bushland around the fertile deltas.
Between the ages of 21 - 30 a woman is like America or Japan.
Completely discovered, very well developed and open to trade especially with countries with cash or cars.
Between the ages of 30 - 35, she is like India or Spain. Very hot, relaxed and convinced of its own beauty.
Between the ages of 35 - 40 a woman is like France or Argentina.
She may have been half destroyed during the war but can still be a warm and desirable place to visit.
Between the ages of 40 - 50 she is like Yugoslavia or Iraq.
She lost the war and is haunted by past mistakes. Massive reconstruction is now necessary.
Between the ages of 50 - 60 she is like Russia or Canada.
Very wide, quiet and the borders are practically unpatrolled but the frigid climate keeps people away.
Between the ages of 60 - 70 a woman is like England or Mongolia.
With a glorious and all conquering past but alas no future
After 70, they become Albania or Afghanistan.
Everyone knows where it is, but no one wants to go there.
[i][b]woman, what do you think?[/b][/i]
[LINE]
[b]The Geography of a Man[/b]
Between the ages of 15 - 70 a man is like
Zimbabwe - ruled by a dick.
[i][b]i didn.t quite get that, anyone to tell me what it means? haha...[/b][/i]
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| can.t sleep |
| 04.06.04 (10:19 am) [edit] |
i don.t understand why during vacations, i couldn.t sleep early. it.s just part of my holiday life - to sleep late, really late.
i just browsed through my photo album again... i like to look at them once in a while.
are you the kind who keep looking at the pictures?
i.m having running nose. it.s so irritating :!:
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| first cut is the deepest |
| 04.06.04 (7:42 am) [edit] |
sheryl crow
the first cut is the deepest
I would have given you all of my heart
But there's someone who's torn it apart
And he's taken just all that i have
But if you want i'll try to love again
Baby, i'll try to love again, but i know...
The first cut is the deepest
Baby i know
The first cut is the deepest
But when it comes to bein' lucky, he's cursed
When it comes to lovin' me, he's worse...
I still want you by my side
Just to help me dry the tears that i've cried
And i'm sure gonna give you a try
If you want i'll try to love again, (try)
Baby, i'll try to love again, but i know...
OOHHH,
The first cut is the deepest
Baby i know
The first cut is the deepest
But when it comes to bein' lucky, he's cursed
But when it comes to lovin' me, he's worse...
I still want you by my side
Just to help me dry the tears that i've cried
But i'm sure gonna give you a try
Cuz if you want i'll try to love again
(try to love again, try to love again)
Baby, i'll try to love again but i know, OOHHH....
The first cut is the deepest
Baby i know
The first cut is the deepest
When it comes to bein' lucky, he's cursed
When it comes to lovin' me, he's worse
OOHHH, the first cut is the deepest
Baby i know (baby i know)
The first cut is the deepest
Try to love again...
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| what is your heart really made of quiz |
| 04.06.04 (5:18 am) [edit] |
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| very bad habit |
| 04.06.04 (1:50 am) [edit] |
i.ve been biting my nails all day...
very bad habit :roll:
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| 45 things & me |
| 04.06.04 (12:46 am) [edit] |
[b]W O U L D Y O U R A T H E R:[/b]
1) pierce your nose or tongue?
no no no
but if i had to choose; nose
2) be serious or be funny?
be serious when it comes to work
be funny when its off work
but if i had to choose; be funny
3) drink whole or skim milk?
skim milk
[b]
A R E Y O U:[/b]
4) simple or complicated?
simply complicated
but if i can choose; simple
[b]D O Y O U P R E F E R[/b]
5) flowers or angels?
angels
6) grey or gray?
it.s the same to me
but if i had to choose; gray (color)
grey is more like grey hair
7) colored or black-and-white photos?
colored
8) lust or love?
a good mixture of lust and love
but if i had to choose; love
9) sunrise or sunset?
sunrise
10) M&Ms or Skittles?
skittles
11) rap or rock?
rock
12) staying up late or waking up early?
staying up late
13) TV or radio?
tv
14) eating apples or oranges?
oranges
[b]A N S W E R T R U T H F U L L Y:[/b]
16) Do you have a crush?
not now
17) Who is it?
not applicable
[b]D O Y O U P R E F E R:[/b]
18) being hot or cold?
spring and autum season is the best i think
but if i had to choose; cold
19) tall members of the opposite sex?
no
20) sun or moon?
moon
21) emeralds or rubies?
rubies
22) left or right?
left
23) having 10 acquaintances or 1 best friend?
10 acquaintances
24) sun or rain?
sun
25) vanilla ice cream or chocolate ice cream?
chocolate ice cream
27) green beans or carrots?
carrots
26) boys or girls?
girl friends
28) low fat or fat free?
doesn.t matter to me
but if i had to choose; low fat
[b]M I S C E L L A N E O U S:[/b]
29) What is your biggest fear in the world?
being afraid
30) Kids or no kids?
no kids.
like having nephew and neice is not irritating enough
31) Cat or dog?
dog
32) Half empty or half full?
isn.t it the same?
if but i had to choose; half full
33) Mustard or ketchup?
mustard
34) Hard cover books or soft cover books?
hard cover books
35) Newspaper or magazine?
magazine
36) Sandals or sneakers?
sandals
37) Wonder or amazement?
amazement
38) Red car or white car?
white car
39) Happy and poor or sad and rich?
sad and rich
40) Singing or dancing?
singing
41) Hugging or kissing?
hugging
42) Corduroy or plain?
plain
43) Happy or sad?
happy
45) Blondes or brunettes?
blondes
[b]A B O U T Y O U:[/b]
What time is it?
3.38 in the afternoon
Full name?
lee fu gen
Nicknames:
xiao fu
Names and ages of siblings?
LKY 28 . LSH 24
Number of candles that appeared on your last
birthday cake?
20
Date that you regularly blow them out?
december 3rd
Eye color?
black
Hair color?
badly bleached
Piercings?
no no no
[b]E N D O F S T O R Y [/b]
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| dehydrated |
| 04.05.04 (12:07 pm) [edit] |
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i feel very dehydrated lately... need to drink water all the time. ahhh... what happened?
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| hurtful words |
| 04.05.04 (8:07 am) [edit] |
sometimes words are more hurtful than actions...
don.t you think so?
[LINE]
sometimes making others irritated and mad makes me happy...
sometimes making others scold me makes me happy...
sometimes making others hates me makes me happy...
sometimes i purposely make others hates me...
sometimes i purposely make others pity me...
sometimes i think i.m crazy...
sometimes i think my friend is even more crazy...
sometimes i think i.m a very happy person...
indeed, i.m a very happy person :D
[LINE]
sometimes actions can be more hurtful after some words are being said...
don.t you think so?
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| unknown is always better |
| 04.05.04 (4:58 am) [edit] |
sometimes its better not to know anything than to know something...
don.t you think so?
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| fucker.hatred.bitch.small-thing. |
| 04.05.04 (4:43 am) [edit] |
i swear to mother nature that i.ll never ever read that stupid dumb blog anymore...
it.s my blog i write what i want.
question.
[u]list 5 things about myself[/u]
1. i.m a fucker
2. i.m hatred
3. i know who i am, but you don.t
4. i.m bitch
5. i.m "small-thing"
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| it.s a monday |
| 04.05.04 (1:39 am) [edit] |
it.s a monday and i woke up at 2.25 in the afternoon. what a sweet day. look in to the mirror, i looked a little dark, a little red. but not to the extreme. thank to the suntanned lotion, i little get burnt which is a good thing.
6 more days til school reopen and i.m so not looking forward to it. good thing is, only got 4 subjects to study. bad thing is the hours of school is the same as last semester (but had 6 subjects last semester).
last semester in school... hmmm...
whacha gonna do now? watch charmed, surf net and stuff.
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| pictures of bintan, indonesia trip |
| 04.04.04 (10:46 am) [edit] |
too tired to type any stuff right now... meantime, check out the pictures:
:arrow: http://www.picturetrail.com/f...
enjoy
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| my day |
| 04.02.04 (9:59 am) [edit] |
my day . went to watch this thai movie named "my girl". it's such a funny, cute, sweet, bitter, sour and heart warming movie. A++ recommended. wanted to watch scooby doo, but thought, should watch my girl first, then when i come back from bintan then catch the monster (scooby doo).
just got home from chilling out with mazi edwin and ah ber at holland village. interestinggg time out.
gonna prepare and go to sleep. off i go, tomorrow bintan, here i come.
don.t miss my rantings and rumblings. cos i'll be back real soon. have a good day.
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| central manpower base |
| 04.01.04 (11:58 pm) [edit] |
went to central manpower base (cmpb) just now earlier in the afternoon. no choice have to extend my passport. i just hate going to cmpb cause it.s everything related to army. arghhh... when i get into the entrance, some stupid chezzy army check why i.m going in and stuff... still gotta check my passport. what the fuck, so action, damn, just a watch dog (ahhh... soon, i might be 1 soon). then when got into the registration counter... that some guy ask me again... what am i doingg here and stuff... then scan my ID... and the service counter is so near... just beside the reg counter... that reg counter said, please go to the service counter. then the guy in the service counter ask again, yes?. i'm like... what the hell... blah blah blah, i got a number and gotta wait for my turn to get my passport extend. when it.s my turn, i went over to the lady at the counter... she said again... "yes?" ... ahhhh... bloody irritated.
anyway... lets talk about something nice instead. taking bus 195 to cmpb is like walking down the memory lane of my secondary school life. the places and the bus route. ahh... but on my way back, so the CHIJ convent girls crowd the bus... once again, the sour smell appears... like the smell i used to get in my secondary school days. i really don.t quite understand what the convent girls been doinggg, they smell sour!
finally reach tiong bahru plaza and bought some stuff. ahhh... found out i only left S$100 for the month of april. i think i'll be eating grass when school reopens. but who cares... the most i eat less, eat cheap, go out less yay!
oh, i ate shroom burger today from kfc. ahh, finally. but it didn.t taste as good as i expect. burger kings mushroom swiss is still better. kfc is not really pro in burgers anyway...and it.s cheap... so why am i complaining??? nah, not complains, just feedback.
it.s rainning again, i hope bintan doesn.t rain as muchhh or else, my beach, sun, sea and sand getaway will be ruin. lets pray to the goddess of rain, sun and mother nature.
9 days left, holiday will vanish... and last 3 months in shatec, last 3 months school life... last 3 months to have the feeling of being student. i definitely want to study overseas if i get the chance and have the moneyyy, sounds so fun. and it.s always fun being student and calling yourself a student. it always feels good.
just now, i read a secondary 2 singaporean blog (@ tblog of cos), gender unknown, most prob is girl. they actually get to learn 3rd langauge in secondary 2. how fortunate. come to think of that, shatec should give us a choice to learn 3rd language. that sec 2 kid learn french in secondary 2. hmm... very envious of those sec school kids now, cos' during my time, there's nothing much you get out of school. very little trip to overseas, little field trips and little participate in any kind of activities. kids in singapore now get more exposure which is really good for them.
i still remember when i was in sec 2, choosing the subjects i wanna take in sec 3 to major in. we only had 2 choices. either geography and principle of accounts OR history and art or f&n or technical studies. i wanted to take art, to learn more about drawing and designing. cos at that time, we had a new art teacher and he is teaching graphic design and stuff where it.s not very common during my time yet. yet, i didn.t want to learn history. i wanted geography. then come to think again... instead of taking arts, i took principle of accounts. being someone whois more realistic, i choose principle of accounts because it.s something more useful as compared to arts. in the real world. you need accounting skills in business of any kind... and being a travel industry student now, i think i did the right choice after all... but missed my chance to learn more about drawing and designing. oh, i think i did the right choice by choosing accounts is also because my secondary school accounts teacher is amazing, mrs palan, she's really nice. and my shatec accounts teacher suck! mr aw, i don.t think he knows how to teach. and thanks to mrs palan, i did well in shatec for accounts.
it.s still raininggg. wanted to eat deep fried ice-cream, but didn.t know where sells it now. last time, tiong bahru market, nearby my place sell deep fried ice-cream. but now, not sure. maybe can find some mexican restaurant... but sure to be expensive and i really don.t think i want to spend this kind of money now.
bless it be.
friday april 02 2004. rainy day. feeling fine. excited. mandy moore. so pretty. laughs! walk me home .
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| what.s in your name? |
| 04.01.04 (10:58 am) [edit] |
it.s some online analysis... and as usual, i did it.
most of the time, i believe these tests are just for fun... but some are so true. and this, pretty true.
NAME ANALYSIS FOR: Fugen Wyatt Lee
Fugen:
You have an aptitude for dealing with the public. You would do well in entertainment and politics. You feel secure in group endeavors. You are soft-hearted with a charitable nature. You are a hard worker when you make up your mind to do a job. You can be quite inventive and quite curious. You can handle details well. You have a methodical mind.
Wyatt:
Take advantage of all opportunities. You must develop your creativity and talents. You are determined to prove yourself to others. Your independence and freedom are important to you. You have much enthusiasm with a driving attitude toward achievement in life. Your privacy is important to you. You have a rich inner life. You need to learn faith in place of fear.
Lee:
You are fair-minded sometimes to the point of being opinionated. You have a strong need to be loved and appreciated. You need to learn to be expressive. You are a person who cannot tolerate being misunderstood. You need to learn to be expressive. You are a person who cannot tolerate being misunderstood.
try it yourself and tell me if it.s true or just for fun...
:arrow: http://www.geocities.com/jibr...
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| kids of cambodia |
| 04.01.04 (4:55 am) [edit] |
just finish watching channel u. zhi qin went to cambodia and help out. it saddens to see the kids living in the streets, the teenagers taking drugs, run away from home and some have to sell their body to get money.
the kids living on the streets have to wait for the volunteers to visit them so they get the chance to wash their hair. zhi qin helped and wash their hair. and they had to use water with worms. imagne how many people are going to curse and swear when they see worms in the water... and yes, the kids on living on the streets of cambodia have to use water with worms in it.
later, zhi qin went back to help and give out food in the centre. she potioned the rice very nicely and lotsa kids took the plate where she potioned the rice. and lotsa kids gave her their home made work. how sweet.
the next episode is still showing the next half of zhiqin volunteering in cambodia. channel u, 8pm thursday. i.m sure to catch it.
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by the way, the girls in miss singapore universe is getting from bad to worst... no motivation to watch the finals. the real pretty girls don.t join such competitions... that.s how i feel... ahhh....
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| more than 3000 hits! |
| 04.01.04 (1:49 am) [edit] |
woahh... more than 3000 hits. how amazing.
it.s been more than 3 months didn.t go clubbing and more than 6 months didn.t go mambo jumbo night (zouk's retro night). how interesting, was darn fun yesterday night.
oh, i saw cong ming again...
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oh yes, the one circled is 'her' ... know what i mean?
when i got home, i found a long scratch on my left arm... wonder how i got it...
i actually slept 12 hours todayyy, imagne how tired we were last night.
a parting shot
me with chaoticness
(:arrow: http://chaoticness.tblog.com)
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