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enneagram personality test
03.30.04 (11:49 pm)   [edit]
Conscious self
Overall self
Take Free Enneagram Personality Test



Enneagram Test Results
Type 1 Perfectionism |||||||||||||||| 64%
Type 2 Helpfulness |||||||||||| 42%
Type 3 Image Focus |||||||||||||| 60%
Type 4 Hypersensitivity |||||||||||||| 58%
Type 5 Detachment |||||||||||||||||| 75%
Type 6 Anxiety |||||||||||||||| 62%
Type 7 Adventurousness |||||||||||||| 52%
Type 8 Aggressiveness |||||||||||| 42%
Type 9 Calmness |||||||||||||| 51%
Your Conscious-Surface type is 5w6
Your Unconscious-Overall type is 5w4
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growing "up"
03.30.04 (11:28 pm)   [edit]
jus now when on tv, some chinese entertainment news, they introduce a dish to which will allow people to grow taller. laughs! actually, my mom knows how to make. i told my mom about that and she say she's going to cook it for me if i want.

ha ha ha ... let's see if such stuff really works!
soya bean + peanut + red bean + sugar = grow up?!

it.s for guys under the age of 24 and girls under the age of 20... so, there's still hope!!!

hhaa... laughs out loud if you need to, don't get hurt internally.

3.23pm . average wednesday . sunny . warm . good .
 
my niece . my comics
03.30.04 (1:19 am)   [edit]
recently my niece and her classmates performed on the kim seng & jalan besar family day. she performed well. here are the pictures.

=http://img41.photobucket.com/...

she's cute ain't it? but she is a devil most of the time.

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yesterday went to orchard and had dinner with my [i]"family"[/i]. before that i went to kinokuniya and saw this comics.

=http://img41.photobucket.com/...

got attracted by the cover of the comics. CLAMP always have very good illustration. haven't read it and i.m not sure if i'll understand it. it.s in chinese... ahh...
 
my.death
03.29.04 (11:38 pm)   [edit]
Day4death.com - When, where and how you will die...
[i](try it out and calculate when you are going to die)[/i]

When you will die: Saturday March 15, 2064, at age of 80

[b]Where you will die: [/b]
In Patient 43.60%
Nursing Home 23.80%
Residence 21.60%
Out Patient/ ER 6.30%
Other places 2.30%
Dead on Arrival 1.00%
Status unknown 0.00%
Place unknown 0.00%


[b]How you will die: [/b]
Heart disease 31.40%
Malignant cancer 23.60%
All other causes 16.70%
Stroke 8.10%
Lower respiratory disease 6.80%
Diabetes 3.20%
Influenza and pneumonia 2.80%
Alzheimer's disease 2.50%
Kidney disease 1.80%
Accidents 1.70%
Blood poisoning 1.40%


nah... i.m gonna kill myself before i get so old. unless i.m a fucking rich fuck.

ps. try it at http://www.day4death.com
 
bitch
03.29.04 (11:24 pm)   [edit]
bitch
meredith.brooks

I hate the world today
You're so good to me
I know but I can't change
tried to tell you but you look at me like maybe I'm an angel
underneath
innocent and sweet
Yesterday I cried
You must have been relieved to see the softer side
I can understand how you'd be so confused
I don't envy you
I'm a little bit of everything
all rolled into one

Chorus:
I'm a bitch, I'm a lover
I'm a child, I'm a mother
I'm a sinner, I'm a saint
I do not feel ashamed
I'm your health, I'm your dream
I'm nothing in between
You know you wouldn't want it any other way

So take me as I am
This may mean you'll have to be a stronger man
Rest assured that when I start to make you nervous
and I'm going to extremes
tomorrow I will change
and today won't mean a thing

Chorus

Just when you think you've got me figured out
the season's already changing
I think it's cool you do what you do
and don't try to save me

Chorus

I'm a bitch, I'm a tease
I'm a goddess on my knees
when you hurt, when you suffer
I'm your angel undercover
I've been numbed, I'm revived
can't say I'm not alive
You know I wouldn't want it any other way

 
there.s nothing wrong
03.29.04 (10:58 pm)   [edit]
there.s nothing wrong with being fat.

there.s nothing wrong with being ugly.

there.s nothing wrong with being short.

there.s nothing wrong with being good looking.

there.s nothing wrong with being attractive.

there.s nothing wrong not knowing your sexuality.

there.s nothing wrong to be in love.

there.s nothing wrong to be loved.

there.s nothing wrong to get dumped.

there.s nothing wrong to get ditched for the wrong reasons.

there.s nothing wrong to cry.

there.s nothing wrong to cry like days.

there.s nothing wrong to cry like hell.

there.s nothing wrong to hurt yourself.

there.s nothing wrong to kill yourself.

there.s nothing wrong to take drugs.

there.s nothing wrong to get drunk.

there.s nothing wrong to have sex.

there.s nothing wrong to take drugs and have sex.

there.s nothing wrong to get drunk and have sex.

there.s nothing wrong to take drugs and get drunk and have sex.

there.s nothing wrong to be a bitch.

there.s nothing wrong to be a fucking bitch.

there's nothing wrong to be a slut.

there.s nothing wrong you are a bloody slut.

there.s nothing wrong to be a bastard.

there.s nothing wrong to be a fucking bastard.

there.s nothing wrong to be a ugly fucking bastard.

there.s nothing wrong to be a good looking fucking bastard.

there.s nothing wrong to make friends.

there.s nothing wrong to make the wrong friends.

there.s nothing wrong you came in to my life.

there.s nothing wrong you came in to my life and screw it.

there.s nothing wrong to have some one thinking of you.

there.s nothing wrong to fucking miss you.

there's nothing wrong to fucking get pissed of you.

there.s nothing that you are a fucking bastard.

there.s nothing wrong to be dumb.

there.s nothing wrong to be blonde.

there.s nothing wrong to be black.

there.s nothing wrong to be asian.

there.s nothing wrong to be american.

there.s nothing wrong to be asian borned american.

there.s nothing wrong to be american borned asian.

there.s nothing wrong to be smart.

there.s nothing wrong to be dumb.

there.s nothing wrong to be hated.

there.s nothing wrong to be wrong.

there's nothing wrong to feel fucked up.

there.s nothing wrong to be insulted.

there.s nothing wrong to be inquisitive.

there.s nothing wrong to be fucking nosey.

there.s nothing wrong to give unrequired comments.

there.s nothing wrong some fucker give you unrequired comments.

there.s nothing wrong for me to be a bitch.

there.s nothing wrong for you to be my son.

there.s nothing wrong you to be the son of the bitch.

there.s nothing wrong i don.t know you.

there.s nothing wrong i get to know you.

there.s nothing wrong i fucking don.t know you.

there.s nothing wrong i fucking get fucking close to you.

there.s nothing wrong i want to stay away from you.

there.s nothing wrong i fucking want to stay away from you.

there.s nothing wrong i fucking don.t want to hear from you.

there.s nothing wrong to be wrong.

there.s nothing wrong to be right.

there.s nothing wrong...

there.s nothing wrong...

there.s nothing wrong...

you are nothing wrong...

think again...

are you fucking wrong...

and why the fuck you do that to me...

get a life...

while i get mine back...

cause it.s fucking screwed up...

and the word sorry don.t fucking fix it...

i.m fucking going to shut up...

fuck...

shut up...

fuck.

 
dis-gust-ing
03.29.04 (11:12 am)   [edit]
mazi & ah ni if u're reading...

that guy's livejournal like fxxk liddat. he's like U.G.L.Y - damn ugly can, don.t understand why he keep taking pictures. *lol* (very bad...tsk tsk tsk)

why hank keeping hanging out with that melayu ugly guy and the fat women and those people?!
new best friends ah? trash! (very very very bad... tsk tsk tsk *hit my hand*)

damn. no show to watch.
 
young . young . no . more
03.29.04 (7:40 am)   [edit]
young ... no more...
this morning when i took bus 16 from marine parade back to tiong bahru, there's lotsa students. upper sec students. lower sec students. boys and girls.

ahhh, come to think of it, i left secondary school life for at least 4 years alreadyy. 4 years, just gone like this...
they're all so younggg, the boys are good looking, the girls are all so pretty. youth is the major factor that make them all look good... and youth made us look good once... ain't it?

have you ever wonder, at your age, what have you accomplished so far? what are your accomplishments? what are the things you did that made you feel proud most?

it makes people blue sometimes when you really think of such questions...

always remember what my gu gu --- ah ni told me.
want to do something, do your best in it...
and that's what i tell my other friends...
 
jasmine trias - inseperable
03.29.04 (1:24 am)   [edit]
lovely song. i think i'll better change songs once in a while or else those peepz will get bored of my page.

wants hear the American Idol song again?? click refresh button (your ie or netscape)

 
pushing away
03.29.04 (12:49 am)   [edit]
charmed season 4

paige and phoebe switched bodies, paige (in phoebe's body) told cole:
[b][i]keep pushing her this way, you will push her away...[/i][/b]

ahhh... i don't quite like phoebe's short hair - charmed season 6. but lotsa people love it... maybe i just love girls will long hair. like mandy moore, kristen dunst, jasmine trias and julia stiles. hey, julia stiles movie is out!!! GO CHECK IT!!!

marian - BURN FOR ME CAN???!!! Charmed!!! say yes, and i'll bring cd-r for you on wed (mambo rite?! am i invited?). and you'll will pass it to me when school reopens. ok?!!?

as for mambo in zouk... sorry, i.m asking stupid question just now, cos' of i'm invited... you guys need me!!! lol!!! (*bHb*).

orhh, ivan, dave and whoever elses want to go ktv on wed afternoon or what since we're going out at night (if there's no changes of cos'). cos' i still have the 3 hours free room/ tibits/ etc from partyworld (but i think can use in clementi's partyworld only, or i don't know, must check). if can't use in town and you guys dun wanna to go clementi and sing, i still got 1 $15 off coupon. something liddat lah.

but don't wanna go ktv also good... cos' can save money.

uh huh...

ps: feel like buying ayumi's concert, the one keep advertising. stage performace so cool... even though i prefer namie amuro.
 
haven done tis for a long long timeee
03.29.04 (12:19 am)   [edit]
i haven.t done this for a long long time. i woke up at 3(odd) in the afternoon today. yesterday night went to parkway parade there (marine parade) k box and sing and sing and sing... wendy and evelyn's there also.

then after singing (which is 3am alreadyyy) me and zekai walked over to east coast park and sit down and just chat and catch up with each other and life and stuff... he actually finished up 5 cans of beer, how amazing.

i haven't ate anything for long long time alreadyyy, gotta think of what to eat later.

later¬
 
music music
03.28.04 (4:31 am)   [edit]
once i told ivan i won.t put up music, cos. it.s rather annoying. but somehow i suddenly feel like putting music up.

the pop ups might be annoying, the page might load a little slow and the music might interrupt you listening to your music.

the songs i put up, definitely are most than just music...
 
thinkin' of the past
03.28.04 (4:24 am)   [edit]
do you laugh at yourself thinking of the past?

or

do you smile while thinking of the past?

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'chinese hero' on mediacorp channel 8
caught it in the cinema before, but i don.t mind watching it again.
 
聽不到
03.28.04 (12:21 am)   [edit]
聽不到


夜 黑夜 寂寞的& #22812;裡 氣生氣 對自己& #29983;氣 軟弱的& #38651;話 又打給& #20320;
Dark, at night. Lonely at night. Angry, angry of myself.

想聽你 那邊的& #31354;氣 有什麼& #31934;采的&# 35441;題 你還是& #28331;柔 給我婉& #36681;的距&# 38626;
feel like listening, the atmosphere of your side, wondering are there any interesting topic. your tenderness, you, you gave me a complete distance

我的聲& #38899;在笑 淚在飆 電話那& #38957;的你&# 21487;知道
im laughing with my voice, and tears drop by. you, by the phone, do you know?

世界若& #26159;那麼&# 22823; 為何我& #35201;忘記&# 20320; 無處逃
if the world is so big, how is it that when i want to forget you, there's no way to escape?

我的聲& #38899;在笑 淚在飆 電話那& #38957;的你&# 21487;知道
im laughing with my voice, yet crying. you, by the telephone side, do you know?

世界若& #26159; 那麼小 為何我& #30340;真心 你聽不& #21040;
if the world is so small, why you don't hear my 'true-heart'

會很會& #20605;裝我&# 33258;己 你 不該背& #25105;的秘&# 23494; 沉重都& #32102;我 微笑 給你
yes, i can, show my 'fake' face. you shouldn't cover up my secret. saddness to me, and smile, for you.

奔 狂奔 空曠的& #24863;情 走 暴走 暴走的& #20663;心 透明的& #27470;息 最後 還是 我的秘& #23494;
run, quickly run, away from this emptiness. walk, walk away this hurtful place. a transparent sad feeling, yet, it's still my secret

聽不到& #32893;不到&# 25105;的執 3879; 撲通撲& #36890;一直&# 22312;跳
don't you listen, don't you listen to my determination? pomp-pomp keeps beating, the heart beat

直到你& #26377;一天&# 33021;夠明 0637; 我做得& #21040; 我做得& #21040;
until the day you understand (my feelings)... ... ...


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i did the translation myself... i think i did it pretty badly... still...

have a good holiday (to myself)

ps: tell me if you guys can 'see' the chinese characters
 
botheringgg me
03.27.04 (11:21 pm)   [edit]
i dont feel very good today. there.re some things bothering me and i predict something bad will start happeninggg...

see, life is so unpredictable, yesterday i was so happy, and today i feel other wise.

i feel like singing a song...
but the tempo is a little wrong...

if only i hadn't receive any messageee...
if only i hadn't been a dumbo and replyyy...
if only i hadn't noticeee...
if only i hadn't joinnn...
if only iii ...
if onlyyy...
ifff...
 
more & more & more about me...
03.27.04 (9:59 am)   [edit]
[b]Information [/b]

single or taken: single
sex: male
birthday: 3rd dec 83
siblings: elder sis + elder bro
children: zero
hair color: naturally black & artificially brown
eye color: blackish brown
shoe size: not sure, seriously
height: hundred sixty something cm

[b]Fa v o r i t e s [/b]

color: purple . pink . brown
food: potatoes
subjects in school: quality service in hospitality & tourism (yes, it.s one of my school.s subject)
animals: marine life
sports: badminton . bowling . swimming
music: mainstream
smell: l'eau par kenzo & hugo boss - motion

[b]h a v e | y o u | e v e r [/b]

smoked?: yes
in the 80’s?: yes?! zouk, mambo jumbo night
bungee jumped?: one day i will
made yourself throw up?: yes
ever been in love? yes
played a sport? there.s something call PE in school
book you're reading: Singapore Business Law

[b]a r e | y o u [/b]

understanding: yes . most of the time
open-minded: yes
arrogant: no
insecure: pretty much
interesting: sometimes
smart: for certain things
moody: pretty much
hard working: yes . when i had to
organized: yes . definitely
healthy: got a weak stomach
shy: for the first few times meeting new people
difficult: yes . but seldom
attractive: trying to be
bored easily: pretty much
messy: no
responsible: yes
obsessed: some times
angry: depends

[b]r a n d o m [/b]

in the morning I am: moody
all I need is: life
love is: painful
I dream about: nightmares
what are you scared of: being scared
what do you notice first: money
gold or silver: silver
what was the last film you saw at the movies?: twisted
favorite cartoon/anime? the sailer man - pp
what did you have for breakfast this morning? didn.t take any
who would you love being locked in a room with? jasmine trias, mandy moore, kristen dunst and julia stiles
could you live without your computer? computer is part of my life
drink alcohol? yes
 
high school stereotype quiz
03.27.04 (9:40 am)   [edit]




Take the What High School
Stereotype Are You?
quiz.
 
Music of the Month - March 2004
03.27.04 (9:22 am)   [edit]
music of the month is something i did for 2 years (meaning 24 months) four years ago. my last music 'chart' was Feb 2000. since i.ve got tblog now, shall bring back this 'tradition'. it's pretty fun, but i can get lazy sometimes and sometimes it makes you wonder, what you really like, and sometimes, you'll discover and know more about yourself. and without further adue, i present you with music of the month, march 2004

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[b]Music of The Month - March 2004[/b]

Favorite Songs of the Month
1) Yu Yan by Angela Zhang Shao Han
2) Jiu Shi Ai by Jolin Cai Yi Ling
3) Ying Zai Fei by Energy
4) Ting Bu Dao by Liang Jing Ru
5) Stuck by Stacie Orrica

Favorite Album of the Month
1) 200 PO VSTRECHOJ by TATU (Russian)

Favorite Female Vocal Solo
1) Jolin Cai Yi Ling (Jiu Shi Ai)
2) Angela Zhang Shao Han (Yu Yan)

Favorite Male Vocal Solo
1) Gareth Gate (Say It Isn’t So)
2) Luo Zhi Xiang (Gan Bu Gan)

Favorite Duo/Group w/Vocal
1) TATU ( Ya Sholsa S Uma)

Hot Stuff of the Month
1) Jasmine Trias (American Idol)
2) Writing and reading tblog(s)
3) Doing sit-ups

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life & frienship
03.27.04 (8:48 am)   [edit]
i wrote this article like around 4 years ago or so, can't remember the exact date. did some research and got inspiration by reading readers' digest (a must-read during secondary life). i amended some part of it, even though my english suck now, trust me, i was worst 4 years ago.

hope you guys enjoy it.

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[b]‘Life and Friendship’ [/b]


A teenager with different behavior, attitude and way of live!

Do you really know what ‘life’ all about? Life is hard and survivor is what every human being is trying to do. ‘Life’ is about money, relationships (friendship, love-ship, family) and every little other factor. What he went through was unbelievably painful. One failure after another in relationships (friendship, love-ship, family), it made him sick. He always thought that he did not need any friends and he could just stay alive by himself. But he was wrong; ‘Life’ is about sharing your happiness with people around you. The way he lived - a loner‘s life.

A seventeen year-old kid, dealing with his ‘Life’, is not as easy as you thought. His life was uncommon and it’s not “normal” for a teenager. Uncommon and abnormal doesn’t mean the way his life works. He still has friends, family, schoolwork to deal with and relationship to get over with. The difference is that his way of thinking is different, which considered uncommon or commonly termed as weird. I think his heart is “closed”, “closed” to everybody. Everyone says that he is unfriendly, unapproachable and difficult to understand. It was just the way it was (is).

Friendship is difficult to cope with. True friends are hard to find, and when his heart is not open to anyone, nobody could be his best friend and rather, he doesn’t really believe true friends exist. One day, he found out that he hardly had any ‘real’ friends. That particular day, this friend of his asked if he wanted to go to a friend’s birthday party - a chalet. But then, when he found out that those people who are going to the chalet, he hardly knew them, not even a little. He wondered what his life had brought him to (by the way he behaved). He suddenly wanted to list out some people that he hoped he could trust and count on as a friend. He managed to find two, but somehow, he thought it wasn’t really a good choice, as he believes that those two people were having too much friends themselves and the seventeen year-old is just part of their normal average friend.

Your best (or rather good) friend having new friends might be a terrible thing to happen. When someone (let say your best/ good friend) had some new friends from school (or anywhere else, e.g. pubs). Your best/ good friend might take you for what is it and will spend more time on their new friends. As friends, we shouldn’t take our ‘old’ friends for granted just because we’ve made new friends and just because of that, close friends were being pushed apart. Even though more time is needed to get to know those ‘new’ friends, ‘old’ friends should never ever be neglected. Sometimes, people get jealous when a friend or others are more popular than you are. He had experienced that many times. He doesn’t really like a lot of people, because he envy those people who has more friends, more close friends, more well-known and more popular than he is. It is a bad feeling he gets and he should get over it with himself – he shouldn’t turn into such dramatic act. But it’s difficult. People with high self-esteem cannot be broken down easily and he won’t give up to ‘win’ others. But in this high competition and “fake” world, there are some people who acted like your friend, but “bitch” behind your back. Those people are really jerks!

Argument and fights often happen in relationships, but it can mean two things. Either your relationship will get better or it will be worst. From a survey I had made, to make a relationship work, we have to sit down and talk. This is really a good way to solve any problems, but I do not think that it will work on some people who are more aggressive. Anyone know how problem starts? Problems occur out of a sudden. It just happen like an unpredictable earthquake and it is nobody’s fault. It just happened and get worst. Relationship is hard (by Felicity).

From my survey, 16.7% of teenagers said that friendship doesn’t last and I do make my agreement instead of supporting the majority. It is impossible to have a long lasting relationship(s) because friends are someone who accompanies you through some part of your journey in life. Eventually (for some reasons), you will stop contacting some of your friends and make new friends. Those new friends will accompany you another part of your life journey, and the cycle goes on.

Communication will link friendship closer. It plays an important role in relationships (friendship, love-ship, family).

[i][b]No one should be emotionally abused by anyone, but over the course of friendship, even the best people make mistakes. Forgive and forget is always the best policy (but mine is forgiven, not forgotten). [/b][/i]
[i]
[b]Friendship change as our need and lifestyle change, it is healthy to have a host of friends and to sometimes shift the status of one or another. [/b][/i]But it’s also advisable that do not take any friends (or any person in life) for granted and never be a ‘two face’ person.

Last but not least, [i][b]making friends can sometimes seem easy; the hard part is keeping the connecting strong during the natural ups and downs that affect all relationships. [/b][/i]

Anyway, [i][b]consider friendship an honour and a gift, and worth the effort to treasure and nurture. [/b][/i]

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goodness gracious me
03.27.04 (6:25 am)   [edit]
oh my god! oh my god...

i can't believe this...

oh my god...

i found out 1 shocking... REALLY SHOCKING secret...

goodness gracious me...

i don't know how to describe...

i'm just so fucking shocked...

i don't know what to say...

3 words...

scarryyy...

fucking shocked...

ps: don't ask me what is it, cos' it's a fucking shocking secret and i won't tell you...
 
it feels good
03.27.04 (5:32 am)   [edit]
finally it's time to have a break. 2 weeks holiday. i feel so happy... so relaxed...

i think i did well or okay for my exams and i think i put in effort in term for my exams, doesn't matter the result, as long as i put in effort.

went for ktv after law paper today.

it feels so good going home (after ktv) without having any projects on hand... without a need to study for my next paper... without knowing what i'm going to do next... it feels good!
 
the eye
03.26.04 (7:30 am)   [edit]
i'm watching
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left or right brainer?
03.26.04 (6:12 am)   [edit]
brain quiz
:arrow: http://www.passionup.com/fun/...

I've got 110 points.

110 - 149 points
Neither your left brain nor your right brain are dominate. With few exceptions, you use both sides equally and have ability in both. In many ways, you have the best of both worlds, because you don't see things from a narrow viewpoint, you're even tempered, balanced, and you have a good head on your shoulders.

Well, that's a compliment...
you guys should try it, and tell me how you score.

:arrow: http://www.passionup.com/fun/...
brain quiz
 
Which Mythological Form Are You?
03.26.04 (1:58 am)   [edit]
=http://img41.photobucket.com/...

"And The Vampire was all that remained on
the blood drowned creation. She attempted to
regrow life from the dead. But as she was
about to give the breath of life, she was
consumed in the flame of The Phoenix and the
cycle began again."


Some examples of the Vampire Form are Hades (Greek)
and Isis (Egyptian).
The Vampire is associated with the concept of
death, the number 9, and the element of fire.
Her sign is the eclipsed moon.

As a member of Form 9, you are a very realistic
individual. You may be a little idealistic,
but you are very grounded and down to earth.
You realize that not everything lasts, but you
savor every minute of the good times. While
you may sometimes find yourself lonely, you
have strong ties with people that will never be
broken. Vampires are the best friends to have
because they are sensible.


Which Mythological Form Are You?
brought to you by Quizilla


i think it's pretty trueee, so guys, you may try it!
 
more & more about me...
03.26.04 (1:45 am)   [edit]
My name is: lee fu gen wyatt

In the morning I am: having mood swings

All I need is: money, lover, friends, family, and everything else

Love is: like chocolates. some are sweet. some are bitter

Afraid of: being afraid

I dream about: travelling around the world and living in my dreams

[b]H A V E .Y O U. E V E R[/b]
Pictured your crush naked?: oh yea! *cheeky*
Been in love: yes
Cried when someone died: not yet
Lied: lotsa times - is that a crime?

[b]W H I C H . I S . B E T T E R[/b]
Coke or Pepsi: coke
Flowers or candy: candy of cos!
Tall or short: short (and small) , good things come in small packages remember?

[b]W I T H .T H E. O P P O S I T E. S E X[/b]
What do you notice first?: breast? no, it's face
Last person u slow danced with: haha...

[b]W H O[/b]
Makes you laugh the most?: my friends
Makes you smile: any sweetie pie
Do you have a crush on someone?: crush
Has a crush on you?: crush crush
Easiest to talk to: myself loh.

[b]D O. Y O U. E V E R[/b]
Sit on the internet all day waiting for someone
special to I.M. you?: yup, how stupid

Wish you were a member of the opposite sex: sometimes, girls always have more privilage.

[b]H A V E .Y O U .E V E R[/b]
Fallen for your best friend: no. friends are friends, lover will be lover, never mix them up

Been rejected: once or twice
Rejected someone: uh huh. yes
Used someone: maybe, but i don't know, or at least, not in my memory
Been cheated on: yea, sucker!
Done something you regret: a few times

[b]W H O .W A S .T H E .L A S T. P E R S O N[/b]
You talked to on the phone: last night when esther called
Hugged: tpcy (what's that???)
You instant messaged: ivan, just now about tomorrow's plan (badminton session)
You laughed with: my classmates i think

[b]D O .Y O U[/b]
Colour your hair: yes
Ever get off the damn computer: ha, why damn?

[b]D O .Y O U or A R E .Y O U[/b]
Smoke cigarettes: no way no way no way. smoking is bad!!!
Obsessive: mostly
Could you live without the computer?: no way
How many peeps are on your buddy list?: a few
What's your favourite food?: this question again!!!
What's your favourite fruit?: watermelon
Drink alcohol?: once in a while
Like watching sunrises or sunset: sunrises. sunset always seems like a scene for a sad ending... so i prefer sunrise.
What hurts the most?: love hurts and having wound of any kind
Trust others way too easily?: no

[b]N U M B E R[/b]
Of times I have had my heart broken?: real real heart broken, 4
Of hearts I have broken?: better no say
Of continents I have lived in?: 1
Of drugs taken illegally?]: X
Of tight friends?: too tight cannot breathe
Of cd's that I own?: 10 + 10 + 10 + ...
Of scars on my body?: 1 major one
Of things in my past that I regret?: 0123456789 don't remind me of it...

that's all folk!
 
jasmine trias
03.25.04 (7:37 pm)   [edit]
kelly clarkson. kimberly (both) . jasmine trias definitely my next american idol.

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so glad that matt guy is out. he look like a piece of XXXX. and kimberly's new single is great isn't it? she looks prettier now, but she "size" still erm... *ahem*

well, i think my pc doesn't have much space any more... keep telling me my virtual memory is low... i deleted lotsa photos, lotsa files, mp3files, movies and stuff. what a waste. but i think even i keep them, most of the time, i just keep it for the sake of keeping it... cos' i like to store stuff and keep it for the sake of keeping it. heh...

going for my 2nd last paper today, travel agency operations. lotsa calculation to do... hope it.s as simple as the progress test. i dont need an A... a B+ will do! *wish*wish*wish* ... by the way, there.s no such thing as distinction in my school... A is A, and B+ is after A. then down to B, C, D, and... blah blah blah. . .

had a pretty full breakfast... lotsa kuehs. then stomach feel abit weird again... maybe i.m just not the type who are entitled to enjoy this thing call breakfast. but it.s okay. brunch is as fun.

getting ready to go school... wish me luck!
 
shatec - a turning point (part 2)
03.25.04 (7:03 am)   [edit]

right now, in class, they know me as a smart guy. but seriously, i'm not...

primary school in bukit ho swee, during my time, teachers still hit use with rulers... and it's like a regular procedure everytime for me to be hit. i was so bad that in primary 4, my teacher gave me up and didn't bother about me. i was posted to EM3 - said to be the useless and "no-hope" class. still remember mr lee is my form teacher. he is a weird person, but he's very nice and talented. he's very good in science. however, in primary 5, in my final exam, i only got 14/100 for my math. see, i'm not smart. however, mr lee nominated me for being a book prize award - best conduct and progress award. which is one of my very first award in life.

was posted to gan eng seng school - and guess what? i was from normal technical. no chance for taking GCE O level. but i think it's because i work a little harder, i managed to be 1st in class for the first time in my life... even got a S$500 bursary/scholarship award. was transfered to normal stream and able to do my O level. i really didn't put in effort in my Os and to hell, all screwed up. i passed all my subjects, and i was able to join polytechnic.

but after a year doing mechnical & manufacturing engineering, i don't see my future. it's just not i wanted. i joined shatec instead... and everything elses changed...

life has never been as exciting until i know my friends in shatec. travelling... outing... clubbing... dining... working... it's been all fun.

even though fights, quarrel often happen, and it's never easy and it's unavoidable. but after all, life still goes on.

there's a thin line between friends and classmates. your friends may be your classmates, but your classmates may not be your friend...

well, said so much nice thing about my classmates... i'm sure i'm one fun guy also... beside my weirdness, mood swings, attitude, etc... i'm sure my crazyness makes people laugh.

one more semester part left in shatec... i'm not sure if i'll do well in ses (singapore exhibition services) where i'll have my a year of "work experience" there. however, ses take in lotsa shatec students (around 8 or 9 as per the july 01 intake). so join me if u're interested yay people!

all i can do now is to enjoy my vacation and to enjoy and strife for the better in the last 3 months in shatec... with my classmates, my friends, and all the kawaii trainers.
 
shatec - a turning point (part 1)
03.25.04 (6:08 am)   [edit]
after reading chaoticmess (marian's) and davidaw's blog, it left me some thoughts.

shatec - a turning point in my life...

ms cherly tok, the tourism manager of shatec. at first, when she taught us in the first semester part 1, she was attitude, unfriendly and her test/ exams and projects are always so diffcult. no tips given for exams and very little comments on the work given or done...

now, she's friendly, concern and so much more to say... i told marian in her blog that "i can feel ms tok quite sad for not being our course tutor anymore... but i think she loves us too much she want to brief us about the WE thingy instead of letting Mrs Raihan. "

we see her everyday this term and the projects, and all many outings and contact with her. make our class and her, as the tourism manager very close knited. i think another reason for her liking us is that, i think we made her proud for the things we do.

she's a inspiration to me personally, since my 1st year in school. even though i really don't like her at first. cos' of her attitude towards students and things like that. and i didnt like to be close to her jus because she the tourism manager and to "lick her shoes" like what mXXXm did.
However, she know how to motivate people but sometimes she's like a brat, the things she wants it now, means now!!! haha... She's the reason why my dream is to study in University of Hawaii.

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One of my favourite photos of all time.

now i appriecitate class photos very much. it.s not like you have the chance taking class photo. still remember during my secondary day life, class photo taking session is just a time to waste time and a "get out" from the boring lessons. but come to think of it now, these photos are one of the most valuable things in my room.

shatec really made me life different and definitely more exciting. i thot going to polytechnic will be fun, exciting and a change of my life... but it's just the same old boring slacky procedure everyday.

still remember i tell myself to change to be a better person (in terms of attitude, behavior & friendliness). so i went to shatec's orientation and for the first time, i made friend during orientation. this guy call calvin (from CFBO), Samuel and Kent. during the orientation, i also get to know lynn, marian, sharon (primary school mate), jacqueline. i was dressed up as a ninja with fashion sense (all thanks to designer lynn). and we actually won the being the most creative. how fun is that?

being friendly is something i feel will make myself happy also. remember the first day of school, i see familiar faces, kent and samuel, and we sit together and go for lunch and stuff. for the first time, first day of school, i don't feel "out" and alone.

friends come and friends go... as per david's blog, there's always changes in friends group, and fights, unhappiness, etc... there's this quote everybody should know... about friendship:

[b]Friendship change as our need and lifestyle change, it is healthy to have a host of friends and to sometimes shift the status of one or another[/b]

isn't it true? it's from reader's digest. i wrote a eassay about friendship and life like 3 or 4 years ago...and i still have it.

will talk more again...
 
american idol
03.24.04 (8:06 am)   [edit]
fuck. matt rogers is singing amazed... sucker!

i just simply love jasmine trias. she's so beautiful and sweet. I WANT TO GO HAWAII! lol...
 
what's love?
03.24.04 (5:31 am)   [edit]
[b]What's love?[/b]

When you are together with that special someone, you pretend to ignore that person. But when that special someone is not around, you might look around to find them.
[b]At that moment, you are in love. [/b]

Although there is someone else who always makes you laugh,
your eyes and attention might go only to that special someone.
[b]Then, you are in love. [/b]

Although that special someone was supposed to have called you long back, to let you know of their safe arrival,
your phone is quiet.
You are desperately waiting for the call!
[b]At that moment, you are in love.[/b]

If you are much more excited for one short e-mail from
that special someone than other many long e-mails,
[b]you are in love.[/b]

When you find yourself as one who cannot erase all the
messages in your answering machine because of one message
from that special someone, [b]you are in love.[/b]

When you get a couple of free movie tickets, you would
not hesitate to think of that special someone.
[b]Then, you are in love.[/b]

You keep telling yourself, "that special someone is just a friend", but you realize that you can not avoid that person's special attraction. At that moment, [b]you are in love.[/b]

While you are reading this page, if someone
appears in your mind,
[b]then u are in love with that person.[/b]

[i][b]
so, are you in love?[/b][/i]
 
perfect
03.24.04 (4:34 am)   [edit]
someone once said [i]practice makes perfect... [/i]

someone elses said [i]no one is perfect... [/i]

then what are you going to do?

done lotsa practice for my statistic exam tomorrow. damn, i just can't get over for failing my statistic test. it.s not difficult. but i shouldnt blame any body even though it might makes me happier... ?!

i.m on full gear right now and i feel tomorrow's paper will be as good as the pass 3 days' - and hopefully, god, don't proof me wrong. i think i'm relatively hard working studying for exam this semester which i hope it's a good thing. i have a feeling my GPA gonna increase somemore. hope hope hope.

blah blah blahhh ...

 
Pictures
03.23.04 (11:05 pm)   [edit]
cindy taught me how to put pictures up, very nice of her.
thanks cindy.

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have.u.ever.wonder?
03.23.04 (10:57 pm)   [edit]
[b]Have you ever wonder[/b]


1. Can you cry under water?
i think can...

2. How important does a person have to be before they are considered assassinated instead of just murdered?

3. If money doesn't grow on trees then why do banks have branches?

4. Why do you have to "put your two cents in"... but it's only a penny for your thoughts"? Where's that extra penny going to?

5. Once you're in heaven, do you get stuck wearing the clothes you were buried in for eternity?

6. Why does a round pizza come in a square box?

7. How is it that we put man on the moon before we figured out it would be a good idea to put wheels on luggage?

8. Why is it that people say they "slept like a baby" when babies wakeup like every two hours?

9. If a deaf person has to go to court, is it still called hearing?

10. Brain cells come and brain cells go, but fat cells live
forever.

11. Why are you IN a movie, but you are ON TV?

12. Why do people pay to go up tall buildings and then put money in binoculars to look at things on the ground?

13. How come we choose from just two people for President and fifty for Miss America?

14. If a 911 operator has a heart attack, whom does he/she call?

15. I signed up for an exercise class and was told to wear loose-fitting clothing. If I HAD any loose-fitting clothing, I wouldn't have signed up in the first place!

16. Wouldn't it be nice if whenever we messed up our life we could simply press 'Ctrl Alt Delete' and start all over?

17. Stress is when you wake up screaming and then you realize you haven't fallen asleep yet.

18. Just remember...if the world didn't suck, we'd all fall off.

19 Why is it that our children can't read a Bible in school, but they can in prison?

20. If raising children was going to be easy, it never would have started with something called labor!

 
CEO better late than never
03.23.04 (7:49 am)   [edit]
[i]Hi All!

Apologies for the very late email.

The CEO exam will cover all aspects of meeting and event planning.
You should know the 5 phases of planning very well, and what goes on in each phase, how to deal with everything that needs to be done in each phase.

You should know the tools that meeting planners use and how to use them.

Most of the questions will be applicational questions. Do try to understand then write a response. You must understand the terms and words used in the question otherwise you won't be able to answer the question correctly.

Review the handouts that were given to you (A-F). They summarise pretty much everything that's in the book. There will be a case study. Give yourself sufficient time to read and answer the questions.

You have the objectives of the course, base your review on that.

All the best for the exams.


Ms Tok[/i][LINE]
That's all she wrote... i think i did the right thing for watching tv... cos' there's nothing much i can do beside repeating reading the notes.

better late than never... it's more of the pychological thingy that matters i suppose.
 
pepsi ad
03.23.04 (7:32 am)   [edit]
have anyone saw the new pepsi advertisement? britney, pink and beyonce. it.s damn cool.
check out the pictures
:arrow: http://www.gobritney.com/albu...
 
tips! we want tips!
03.23.04 (5:43 am)   [edit]
all my classmates including myself must be quite mad right about now :x

everyone is waiting for tips to study for tomorrow's paper. oh well. keep waiting while i study for other papers.

actually. i.m not so hard working. i shall enjoy my tv programme.
 
2.down. 4.to.go
03.23.04 (12:36 am)   [edit]
okay, i'm having exams this week, so, you'll find me talking all about my exams... two subject down and four more to go... after doing the attraction ops and sales & marketing paper confidently, i got stuck on tomorrow's paper - Convention & Exhibition Organisation. Ms Cheryl Tok suppose to e-mail us the tips and where to focus on, but i don.t see any e-mail forward to me. i don.t even know what she covered in CEO, cos' she just flash the powerpoint slides, and continue chatting. i don.t know. maybe i.m not listening. there's no way i can do my CEO well, so, no choice, so i can do is to read and read and keep reading the notes. i hope the trainers give generously for projects, cos i think i need them to get a grade A. Keep my finger crossed.

arrgghh.. ant invasion!!! i feel like burning my whole house down! :twisted:

4 more subjects to go... 4 more days to go... can't wait!!!

ahh... feel like shopping...


 
more about me
03.22.04 (7:03 am)   [edit]
[ x ] Spell your first name backwards
neg uf eel ttayw

[ x ] Where do you live
singapore at hill top

[b] Describe Your[/b]
[ x ] Wallet
which one? gray pink freshjive, brown gucci, black leather renoma, small cool dkny, cheap thrasy m)phosis

[ x ] C0mb
i use my hand...

[ x ] Toothbrush
oral B - soft - pink/ blue color

[ x ] Pillow cover
any cover my mom buys

[ x ] Blanket
i use 2, one is thin, hospital type. the other is thicker pink color with cartoon characters (LOL, erm, my mom bought it!)

[ x ] Coffee cup
i uses glass instead. those glass the pubs/ clubs used for coke/ juices

[ x ] Sunglasses
none

[ x ] CD in stereo right now
what?

[ x ] Makeup
*ahem*

[b] WHO or WHAT (was/is/are) [/b]

[ x ] In my head
exams (damn)

[ x ] your Wish -
get over with the exams and enjoy my holiday. have lotsa fun in bintan and have more chances to go for holidays

[ x ] After this
watch tv

[ x ] Person you wish you could see right now
shh... cannot tell, people are reading this

[ x ] Is next to you
im all alone

[ x ] Something you're looking forward to in
the upcoming month
holidays and my vacation to bintan

[ x ] The last thing you ate
rice/ seaweed chicken

[ x ] Something that you are deathly afraid of
any disgusting thing and being disabled (mentally and physically)

[ x ] Do you like candles
love them! best for rituals (hehe)

[ x ] Do you believe in love
i think so

[ x ] Do you believe in forgiveness
not for most of the time. even if yes, forgiven, not forgotten

[ x ] Who is your worst enemy
not really enemy, but i jus don't like the face & behavior of malim

[ x ] If you could have any animal for a pet
very troublesome to have a pet, plus i'm not a very responsible person when it comes to pet, so, no no...

[ x ] What is the latest you've ever stayed up
more than 24 hours definitey

[ x ] Ever been to Belgium?
nearby... but nope.

[ x ] Can you eat with chopsticks
yes, but i don't hold it in a traditional chinese well. i hold it in my way

[ x ] What are some of your favorite foods
why this question keep popping out?

[ x ] What's something that you wish people
would understand
why death is part of the life-cycle and why life is so unfair

[ x ] What's something you wish you could
understand better
myself and why life is so unfair

[ x ] Anyone you miss that you haven't seen in
long time
yup

[ x ] my mother thinks i am:
practical and street smart

[ x ] my grandma thinks i am:
i would i know/ knew

[ x ] my boyfriend/girlfriend thinks i am:
who?

[ x ] your three best qualities
understanding, sensitive towards others feeling and organised

[ x ] three worst qualities
encounter lotsa mood swings, anti-social and poor

[ x ] makes you happy
being with friends who cheers me up and who understand me, going for vacations

[ x ] upsets you
losing friends, being framed of doing things i did not and facing failure

[ x ] you keep a diary
yup. more than 5 already

[ x ] you like to cook
yes, but i don't like to wash

[ x ] you have a secret you have not shared
with anyone
lotsa secrets

[ x ] you bite your fingernails
ehem... unfortunately, yes

[ x ] you want more piercings
i never ever forever will pierce any part of my body

[ x ] you want more tattoos
(softy) yes...

[ x ] you drink
yup

[ x ] you like cleaning
yup, but my room only...

[ x ] you like roller coasters
of YES YES YES YES!!!

[b] Have You[/b]
[ x ] ever cried over a boy/girl
uh huh

[ x ] ever lied to someone
uh huh

[ x ] ever been in a fist fight
when i were younger

[ x ] ever been arrested
should i say this? erm, yes.
 
sick.child.of.mine
03.22.04 (5:24 am)   [edit]
poor boy, my little baby boy is sick again... of cos' not mine. my baby nephew. i'm a young uncle ok!!!

he got dehyrated and now, fever and cough.

today, i notice my mom getting older. she keep having backache and tiredness. good thing that she stop working. on the other side, my dad is almost 60 soon... but still as strong as a bull! everyday excerise and train for muscle somemore... cannot take it... :wink: ...but my dad looks 10 years younger than he should be. so it's a good thing i guess.

jus a reflection on my parents.

back to studying for hospitality sales & marketing
 
exam's today
03.21.04 (7:25 pm)   [edit]
visitor's attraction paper today. ms cheryl tok said it would be difficult... wish me luck!
 
1 to 10 of me
03.21.04 (8:11 am)   [edit]
10 IMPORTANT THINGS INSIDE YOUR
BackPack/Schoolbag/Purse...
-key pouch (to get home)
-ez-link card (for transport)
-discman
-file
-wallet
-money
-sweater
-discount cards
-ang bo (lucky charm from temple)
-pencil case

9 THINGS THAT U REALLY WANT RIGHT NOW...
-lotsa money
-new bag
-prada belt
-tatu's russian album
-holidays
-new study table
-new computer table
-new cell phone
-new computer

8 OF YOUR FAVORITE FOOD:
-baked potato
-cheese fries
-potato chips (spicy)
-curry potato
-kang bao chicken/ seafood/ pasta
-food from crystal jade
-junk food
-chocolate

7 OF YOUR CLOSEST FRIENDS...
(not in order)
-ivan
-esther
-agnes (yeo)
-mazi
-edwin
-agnes (chew)
-marian

6 OF YOUR FAVE MOVIES...
-star wars episode 1
-lord of the rings - two towers
-harry potter - chamber secrets
-strike
-love actually
-the way home (korean)


5 THINGS IN YOUR ROOM
-pc
-tv
-photos
-books
-soft toys

4 THINGS YOU ATE/DRINK TODAY
-potato chips
-zapple
-vegetarian food
-burger king

3 THINGS YOU COULDN'T LIVE WITHOUT
-internet
-television
-money

2 THINGS YOU USUALLY READ
-blogs
-mails

1 PERSON YOU CAN'T FORGET
-my mom
 
new pictures
03.21.04 (6:52 am)   [edit]
:arrow: http://www.picturetrail.com/f...

new pictures uploaded

for other old pictures, look at the left side of this webpage and go to my personal homepage.

enjoy
 
my.disney.dream
03.20.04 (10:45 pm)   [edit]
disney¬ dream of a child...

Hong Kong Disneyland is scheduled to open in 2005/06. The opening day program will include a 5.6 million annual visitor Disneyland-style theme park, two hotels and retail, dining and entertainment uses. The Phase I build-out includes a 10 million annual visitor Disneyland-based theme park, 2,100 hotel rooms, and a 28,000 square meters (300,000 square foot) retail, dining and entertainment complex.

However, it most prob should be in mandarin, just imagne, Mickey speaking in mandarin (or cantonese rather).

There's one thing really cool about disney, and it's very unique. the Disney Cruiseline.
:arrow: http://disneycruise.disney.go...

definitely my next wanted destination. walt disney world resort, florida and disney cruise combination... ahhh... that must be utopia.

i shall stop dreaminggg and start studyinggg.
 
have.a.break.have.a.kit.kat
03.20.04 (12:35 am)   [edit]
the slogan used by kit kat [i]"have a break, have a kit kat" [/i]is pretty successful. you hear people talk about it when they're having breaks (tea break, lunch break, or even study break).

For me now, it's studying break. Had been filling up with information (data which has been processed in my mind). A new method for myself to study and i hope it work. Had to study really hard because i haven't been a good student this semester. i had told myself to study harder this semester as last semester i was really a slacker. but my results from last semester made me a little proud... which is really really really a terrible thing. it made me think that even i don.t study hard enough, i can do well.

which proves me wrong yay. i didn.t do well for the tests this semester, which makes me gotta study harder and harder for this coming exam (this MONDAY!!!).

hope time passes faster, and my brain can work really really well. and it's holiday and it's a new semester (hopefully, i'll do my best in the last semester).

going to take some rest, watch some tv for a while and stuff maybe. gotta start studying again in 30 minutes time.

wish me luck.
 
happy.bday.ivan.ng
03.19.04 (10:13 am)   [edit]
happy.birthday.to.u.happy.birthday.to.u.happy.birthday.to.u.happy.birthday.to.u

ktv ktv ktv ktv ktv ktv ktv ktv ktv ... crazyy... monday exams starting and all of us still go ktv and sing like there's no tomorrow.

gotta start studyingg study study study study studyyy...

study study study study studyyy...

i really need to studyyy studyyy studyyy...
 
Qian Bian Wen Da Ti
03.18.04 (11:03 pm)   [edit]
Qn: Why is fish cunning ?
Ans: cos yu pian mi fen (fish lie to bee hoon)
------------
Qn: What animal falls down the most?
Ans: Fox, cos they jiao hua (cunning)
------------
Qn: What animal is most skillful?
Ans: mouse (lao shu) cos shu shu you lian guo (uncle got
training)
------------
Qn: Xiao ming drinks milk to grow up, Da ming drinks what?
Ans: Da ming drink wine, cos Jiu Yang Da Ming
------------
Qn: Which chinese host does not have centre parting?
Ans: wu zong xian (no centre line)
------------
Qn: Why Zhou Jie Lun Cross the Street Kana fine by police?
Ans: Cos Jay Walking
------------
Qn:Which emperor (huang di) is blind??
Ans: Kang xi (Can't see)
------------
Qn: How does a fish laugh?
Ans: HE HE HE
------------
Qn: How does a prawn laugh?
Ans: HEI HEI HEI
------------
Qn: Why baby don't need to brush teeth?
Ans: cos bei bi wu chi
------------
Qn: Which button on your keyboard cannot sing?
Ans: F4
------------
Qns: Xiao Hong, Xiao Bai, Xiao Hei, Xiao Lan, Xiao Huang, who cannot tahan roller-coasters?
Ans: Xiao Bai, cos always Xiao Bai Tu
 
nasi lemak
03.18.04 (6:20 am)   [edit]
wow, isn't it amazing? i only spent S$1.30 today - eating nasi lemak. maybe i could carry on this way and spend less money.

it's quite interesting today where me alan sam lengkok (and even agnes) give kelvin advice on girls & relationship. he like this girl and he would die if he didn't sms her for 3 days. there's some consideration we asked kelvin to make, cos' we're afraid kelvin might get cheated again (to be honest, kelvin is a BIG guy with car, a motor bike, a rich!). and he sorta got cheated once. wish him luck anyway...

american idol right now... cool... i love the ladies, it's ladies nite! i think the black girls sang really really well and jasmin too, small size yet wonder amazing voice. well, good stuff always come in small packages (ain't it) ... ARE YOU THINKING WHAT I'M THINKING??!!

haha... let me repeat, Good stuff always come in [b]SMAL[/b]L packages...

exams up next... just want to get it over with REAL SOON!
 
you light up my life
03.17.04 (8:36 am)   [edit]
you light up my life
leann rimes

So many nights, I'd sit by my window,
Waiting for someone to sing me his song.
So many dreams, I kept deep inside me,
Alone in the dark, but now you've come along.
And you light up my life,
You give me hope, to carry on.
You light up my days
And fill my nights with song.
Rollin' at sea, adrift on the waters
Could it be finally, I'm turning for home
Finally a chance to say, "Hey, I Love You"
Never again to be all alone.
And you light up my life,
You give me hope, to carry on.
You light up my days
And fill my nights with song.
You, You light up my life
You give me hope to carry on
 
what the hell
03.17.04 (1:31 am)   [edit]
what the hell. don't understand why the hell he gotta to tell others about the "thing". its over and i don't see the purpose of telling it to others. hate talking about the past. c'mon people, past is gone, no point keep talking about it. why not spend some time talking about the future? ain't it a more constructive thing to do? i always like to talk about the future. cos' the past suck.

i'm so damn poor now. still owe agnes (yeo) money. projects are juicing all my money out. if my mama still don't come back home, i don't know what i'm going to eat. tree trunk maybe.

damn sianz now. exams coming and i gotta start studying real soon. jus hope time pass faster... then i can enjoy in the wonderful nirwana resort - bintan. can't wait.

don't know what to eat for dinner again... WHAT TO EAT! aaRGHHzhzhzhzhzz...
 
life & death
03.16.04 (7:19 am)   [edit]
tblog's server's down and only recently i manage to get back in.

just got the news from agnes (chew) that hock chai had passed away on 17th feb 2004. it was such a shocking news and agnes must have been crushed. they are so close and hock chai seems to be a really nice guy. hock chai did something really cruel to himself... he took his own life. i feel so sad for his family. it's about of love. how love can be so strong to take his own life away. it's very saddening how life is so fragile.

not much mood to write more. cherish your life and people around you.
 
once.again
03.13.04 (10:04 pm)   [edit]
once.again
i.don.t.know
should.i.or.should.i.not
am.i.afraid
or.should.i.try.it.again
i.don.t.know.until.the.day.i.know
but.hope.this.time.round.would.be.a.better.one
 
arab street and my stupid mind
03.13.04 (3:11 am)   [edit]
first thing first, went to 2 walking tours by my classmates. my aim is mainly to support them and learn more about singapore. and yes, learn more about my country. the first tour was to arab street. to mosque and textile shops and many others. it was pretty interesting and i would say rather value for money. it's a more fun and entertaining tour. i had a good time there and the team did pretty well. fareen got quite a potential as well. however, what they lack of is the history and stories of the javanese whom came to singapore and how they settle here. so, at the end of the tour, i had a great time, but still felt quite empty about the javanese and the history and culture behind the place.

the next and last tour i went this afternoon was In Search Of The Emerall at orchard, somerset area. it's more about the peranakan culture and architechure. where else my team and i also did peranakan. we also talk about the clothes, the history & culture, more towards than that - we focus more on the food culture which is one of the top attraction to people. however, it's very informative - the Emerall Hill tour, but not as entertaining.

okie, now, my stupid mind... okie, i don't feel very secure now... that's all. the end. good bye.
 
12 hours of lessons
03.10.04 (7:07 am)   [edit]
can die. 12 hours of boring lessons today. 6 hours of business statistics and 6 hours of hospitality law. i almost died!!!

charmed today was pretty nice. but ain't as good as it was before (season 3). i feel with that chris around, it's not as funny as before anymore.

amercian idol wild card show. none of them are really good. and i mean REALLY good, none!

had a pretty organised day. after i came alive (when lessons ended), get some rest and had my dinner. 7pm do some law stuff, 8pm watch charmed, 9pm do statistics and 10pm amercian idol. not bad huh.

i feel like learn scuba diving... it's around $550 - $590. but it's quite a pretty good deal. you get a cert of out it and 5 times open diving.

i want to go GOLD COAST!!!

i want to go ...

better stop it before i go rob the bank and pay for my traveling fees!

i'm broke i'm broke.
 
i need you
03.08.04 (8:24 am)   [edit]
leann rimes came out with her greatest hits album. which i think is really cool. cos' i love her songs. this is one of my favourites (and of cos' how do i live)

i.need.you
leann.rimes

I don't need a lot of things,
I can get by with nothing
Of all the blessings life can bring,
I've always needed something
But I've got all I want
When it comes to loving you
You're my only reason,
You're my only truth
[chorus]
I need you like water
Like breath, like rain
I need you like mercy
From Heaven's gate
There's a freedom in your arms
That carries me through
I need you
You're the hope that moves me
To courage again
You're the love that rescues me
When the cold winds rage
And it's so amazing
'Cause that's just how you are
And I can't turn back now
'Cause you've brought me too far


 
cute but dead flash
03.08.04 (7:12 am)   [edit]
lenore, the cute little dead girl
:arrow: http://www.mult.ee/lenore.sht...

very nice flash
 
isn.t it tuesday?
03.08.04 (5:49 am)   [edit]
i thot today's tuesday. didn.t take notice of time today also. went to partyworld ktv today after class, happening ah? sing sing sing. with sam, andrew(lengkok) and ni ni.

today.s lesson pretty lame. really sick of school thesedays. don.t even know what the hell all the trainers are teaching and guess what? exam's coming fucking real soon. the worst thing is on this coming wednesday, 3 hours of business statistics (which suck big time, i hate that trainer, such a bitch) and 3 hours of law (god! help me!).

i saw my blog being read like thousand over times and i wonder HOW COME SO MANY PEOPLE READ MY BLOG? why not just say "hi" when you read my blog to let me able to know how many people actually read an average blog like mine. ok? just take 20 seconds to type "hi", i.m not asking too much isn.t it? yay¬

it.s monday it.s monday it.s monday. shit! still got lotsa studyingg gotta do. need to catch up with my work and pull up my sock! fucking demerit points already got me a B grade for conduct and discipline. argh! what the heck! pals birthday coming up and need to buy something nice for my pal. ahhh... darn poor now.

enough of my complaints! or rather feedback of the day.

remember, say hi when u read this.
cheers mate,
from rainning-the-fucking-2-wh ole-days-singapore!
 
indian temple in chinatown
03.05.04 (11:42 pm)   [edit]
finally had a better sleep this saturday morning. went to the chinatown walking tour organised by my classmate (a project for travel agency operations). this it.s pretty alright. went into 2 indian temple. when u walk into the an indian temple, u have to take off your shoe, then wash your feet and your hand. next, you have to sprinkle some water over your head. pretty interesting.

also went into the chinatown heritage centre. it's a very very nice place as well. u get to learn about how the chinese from china live here in nanyang. nanyang is singapore.

going to play badminton later. finally! haven't been playing badminton for years.
 
my exhibition
03.05.04 (5:39 am)   [edit]
busy busy busy... finally i've passed that. it.s been such a eventful day. my exhibition went really really well and so many trainers were impressed. i.m delighted. thrilled. all my hard work paid off.

oh. i failed my statistic test. ahhh... the first failed test. but doesn.t matter lah.

i did some indian henna thingy. pretty ugly, but looks cool. hehe, u must be wondering what i.m trying to say. i won.t tell u.

i watched butteryfly effect yesterday. GREAT movie. damn cool. think life is pretty cool, caught 2 great movies in a row. god is fair yay? u lose something, u gain something elses.

i.m damn tired. it.s time to rest. relieved, my exhibition has ended and gone really really well. pretty pround of my class, cos' the events we did are always better than other batches. so. yeah!!! don.t say i.m pround ok? :P

cheers mate
 
big fish
03.03.04 (9:29 am)   [edit]
watched the movie big fish today. it.s totally amazing. unlike other movies, big.fish is unpredictable. good story line, easy pace and timing. everything.s great.

gotta do my stuff now... as i said, busy busy.
 
busy busy
03.02.04 (8:47 am)   [edit]
busy busyy... busy for my exhibition. there.s so much to do. preparing now and still doing it now.

going to watch big fish and the day sounds interestings - [i]i don.t have to worry anything[/i].

hopefully, i'll be able to get the chance to watch butterfly effect on thursday as well. cos. it looks damn nice also.

back to my work. ciao.
 

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